I LOVE

:)

been busy doing so much stuff. tsktsk.

tonight gonna be a good good night.

YOU PEOPLE KNOW WHAT YOU TELL ME INDIVIDUALLY.
REMEMBER OKAY, SAYING STUFF LIKE U NEVER SAY BEFORE OR WHATEVER, YOU YOURSELF SOLELY KNOW WHETHER ITS THE TRUE OR NOT.
STOP PRETENDING TO BE THE INNOCENT AND NICE ONES.

I m not say Im purely innocent or the nice one, you know yourself.
not only one leh, fuck at least got 2 or 3 .

FRANKLY WHEN IM TOLD STUFF BY YOU WHOEVER YOU ARE, I WILL CONFIDE IN 2 PEOPLE. I SUAY LOR, I GOT NO PROOF MA.
COS SAY CANNOT SAY THIS CANNOT SAY THAT.

FUCK SIA, I NEVER SEE SUCH FAKE PEOPLE
U WANT TO PROTECT YOURSELF I KNOW.
ME TOO.

• Redyed my hair roots
• Washed the clothes
• Packed my stuff
• Took an afternoon nap with eye mask*super shiok

its been long since I blogged properly, maybe just weks but to me, blogging used to be a daily lifestyle. now is more of packing the room , planning the events and more stuff. I heard about stuff when I wasnt around, and realise how fake and good story tellers people can be, but what to do, they got a majority with them, they got the positions. o well, thats how the world goes round.

Thursday gonna be a (: shopping dope day!
Morning breakfast
Afternoon is Juju&Mine's shopping day:)
most prob evening is Gym :D
Night is AHMA house!

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you

[Chorus]
Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you

TADAH! WHAT THE FLEA!
oh wait: Happy Birthday Josh:)


the rabbit damn cute can!

i love what the flea!

It may be over but it won't stop there,

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart

you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals

.And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.

And I love you, I swear that's true.

And I still hold your hand in mine.

In mine when I'm asleep.

Did you rmb, how u came over in your tee shirt and basketball black shorts
over to my house to comfort me from crying, when Jiejie left to go home?
You said:"Its okay Im here, I wont leave your side."
I (tearing) rmb what you said exactly 41 months 1 day ago.

I know you forgotten.

rmb sky garden: honey whole roasted chicken and chocolate milk :)
where we spent our first valentines there together too.


At the first second of year 2006, under that sparkling fireworks, we kissed and we knew we were happy together (in front of ur friends but who cared).

Remember your 1st Birthday Party , you were 18th, you said you never had a bday party before, we planned and organised one at Tracy's house and invited almost everybody from friendster.

we have our meals together every valentine and birthday @ V8 cafe ea
ting our favourite cheesy potato wedges, chicken chop and others. sitting at table 28 as per requested :)

our favourite Korean food and having Yami Yoghurt for dinner over at Le Meridien foodcourt was awesome, prices increases from $6.50 to $ 8.50, we still ate them. :)
hot plate beef to spicy beef soup to kimchi fried rice to fried udon glass noodles.

Remember how u patiently taught me how to play pool and mahjong, about 2 years ago and we always mj wherever we go, when we totally got addicted.

Remember the first time you did manicure and how much you love it? and when u did your second time, Juene did it free for you :)

Remember the 1st time you went for a bike lesson, you failed ur first round and I said its okay lets do it again. (and everytime u passed)
first jobs we had together at Cafe Cartel, working as Chefs to cook
(in our uniform below)

first time we worked together as BBQ chefs, travelling around to bbq :).
we went as far to rich estates like Nassim road to east coast park for corporate chalets.
We met different kind of people, and had different experience with them.
first time we work official jobs such as Singapore pools admin. which we totally work for 1 month and slacking thru out the job. where we found NIHON MURA with slabs of salmon.

first time u got a bike and ride me on 30th Dec 2006.

FBB1529B, your bike plate. From Adrian's place all the way to your house.
bought your first coupon, paid your 1st installment, season parkin and also helmet :)

and we went to school together officially on year 2007 :)

the first time u came over to my house and we bought alot of ingredients and cook together. Salmon, Soup and 2 bowls of spaghetti

first time we went to chalet together, which we had more after that
over at downtown east :) our own private space and we cooked inside secretly.
on 23rd our anniversary.

first time we went for facial and massage together which we totally enjoy everything we do together and tries to avoid the hardselling promoters.

Remember our first love dog: Pearlie, the one who came and support you while you had ur bike lessons? who peed on the chair and never on my lap?

What about Baby and JJ , the 2 jack russells who stayed with us for a few weeks.
one half blind one diabetes but they gave both of us and ur family joy.

Remember how afraid I was of a cat, till gumiao came about chasing me into the lift and then to your house? until now she still stays in your house (amting the problems she has given us). and you definitely rmb miumiu.

Remember our first overseas trip to BINTAN (FERRY), it was awesome right? the food ,ambience, sand, weather and even the locals make the perfect trip for us. :) we even had the best sunrise appearing infront of us.

Our first road trip via Daddy's car to JB,
where we went for 3d2n and had a simple tour affair.
Nice local food and shopped for items over at JB shopping centre.
Reaching at 3am sleeping at 4am, waking at 10am :)

I bet you wont ever forget this, your FIRST FLIGHT TO BKK, fully sponsored.
your personal 21st bday present from me to you.
You told me you never travel before, and wish to fly on a plane.
Although it was just a budget airplane, at least your experience of flying is great.

& your 21st surprise party which I planned 3-4 mths back, inviting people who are means alot to you to come and celebrate all together,
seeing your face full of happiness and glee
when you saw everyone at the party and also getting your oakley, definitely.



The reasons I love you

The Smell of your hair
The taste of your kiss
These are the things
That I will always miss

The sound of your voice
The feel of your hand
They affect me in ways
You could never understand

The love in your heart
The peace in your eyes
They make me feel
Like I want to cry

I'll love you forever
and I will never love any other besides you.

many does not know how much we been through,
but I hope you do, and u remember.
I love you Randall.

pls dont take him away from me.

Lee Sheng Jie- Absolute Foolish Heart
李圣杰- 痴心绝对

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
Want to use a cup of Latte to get u drunk

好让你能多爱我一点
Great if u can love me a bit more

暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉
The taste of secret love, u don't understand this kind of feeling

早有人陪的你永远不会
The one who accompanied u earlier can never be with u

看见你和他在我面前
Watching both of u in front of me

证明我的爱只是愚昧
A sign that my love is only being ignored

你不懂我的那些憔悴
You don¡'t know that sadness of mine

是你永远不曾过的体会
It's you who never have the understanding

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
Those kind of sadness I paid for u, u will never understand

我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
I dont bother to force myself to love every part of u

你又狠狠逼退我的防备
You have pushed my caution far faraway

静静关上门来默数我的泪
Quietly close the door that makes several tears of mine drop silently


明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
I clearly know that u will never leave his world

我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
I'm still foolishly waiting for a day of miracle

直到那一天你会发现
I know on that day u will realize

真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
The person who truly loves u has been receiving sorrow alone

曾经我以为我自己会后悔
Once i thought i will regret it myself

不想爱得太多痴心绝对
I don't want to love with an absolute foolish heart

为你落第一滴泪
The first tear I drop for u

为你作任何改变
Whatever changing I made for u

也唤不回你对我的坚决
That also wouldn't change the way out u gave me

they keep BOOMZ my BOOBIES.

Happy 1 year anniversary :)

last year we were at BKK taking tonnes of photos.

this year back at bugis , with another tonne :D

laughter & jokes they brought

haha :) it was all fun fun fun :D

sexy legs I see :)

the usual bubble tea from Rockery.

met Eileen babe this afternoon lunching @ LJS :)
and we caught Time Traveller's Wife, a touching show.
and of cos she accompanied me over to Pacific Plaza to collect my watch
before we settled at Starbucks to drink and chat up :)

after that was travelling to Bishan, meeting my girls for dinner
Tomyam, oh I SAVED money cos I shared with Steph Chiang ,
luckily cos I wasnt in a good mood to eat. Yupp then we went to fairprice
and bought Icecream :) head over to Tracy's crib
where me and steph swam then we studied till 11pm :)


i really glad i have my girls with me all these while.
from pri, to sec, to poly, now university.