such a beautiful morning.

Gooooood MORNING :D

it just rained, and the weather's a little cooler today:)

leaving home in an hour or two, to go to S*CAPE in preparation for the flea!
goodluck Bb for your project plus your exams!

Cant wait to meet the people from SGFREEBEE

today we are giving out LOREAL PARIS HAIR MASK :) 

do come and sign up/register for the mailing list and get a sample with us!

Today's gonna be a long day, but I know its gonna get alot much better.

Well today there is alot of place celebrating HALLOWEEN!

hope everyone gets their fair share of fun, while LAONIANG got to work!

Today last year brought me some pain, 

but because of you <3 you never feel to make me feel 

that its all worth it, it made me put my past behind

move on and you found me :D

and the only thing that is permanent is Family.

and if Family love is permanent, it is forever:D

and that means...

family usually contains:

father mother sister brother yourself

( for me is my parents though divorced and myself plus grandparents,

aloy,jiejie and my god daughter)

father and mother = once 2 complete strangers

father and mother = once dated and became a couple

father and mother = got together and decide to get married.

father and mother = got me ( us,for you)

so father and mother were once a bf and gf

usually most couples last, though loads get a divorce.

so there is love that last.

from 2 stranger to a family 

which is permanent

get my drift?  >.<

OHAYOOOOOO! 

feeling great this morning.

just awoken from my 8 hours of beauty sleep

sleeping at 11pm last night :)

printing my stuff , getting ready for tomorrow's flea.

posters - checked.

site plans- checked.

namelist -haven receive yet!

company chop!

scotchtape!

tablecloth!

~

I was talking to mummy about the Japan trip and 
I asked her to sponsor me go to Disneyland, and she said OKAY:D
If Osaka is in my plan then I will be also looking into Universals Studio Japan :D

*please let me strike 4d or win another 3.5k from the Casino! so I CAN SPLURGE.

Im the worst, insensitive girlfriend.

I got this as a present for 21st bday from Michlim <3

how sweet can it be!

The smell brings about a princessy feel, totally :D

Thank you girl! 

That's just it, he is everything to me. He is my other half. Without him, I wouldnt have come to this stage of my life. I am really grateful for him to be here to guide me to protect me endlessly. He loves me unconditionally and as long as it makes me happy, as long as that can put a smile on my face, yes my love will do it.

on the plus note:

Borders is having 30% off stationeries.

& I am happppppy that I didnt get those the previous visit,

in case of impulsive buys :)

also I bought 2 monster notebooks and pens:D super cute!

Saw this 2011 winniethepooh calender which B say go JAPAN and buy!

I cant wait to go to TOKYODisneyland.

btw I think with B away for a month, I think Im gonna lose more weight

:D cos nobody to feed feed and feeeeeeeeeeed ME ( hi dear!)

I also managed to buy 3 out of ALOT of parts for B's present.

Its getting me excited and I am left with two weeks to prepare.

and he is leaving in 4 weeks :\ till I see him again on NYE in NYC :D

The flea's this weekend, gonna sell much dresses and all sorts.

Hope that this week's stallholders will be satisfy with our

increment of utilities as we try our best to provide with our

TIGHTSUPERTIGHT budget. Needa raise some stupid funds for the trip:)

30th Oct is the fleafleaflea.

I got an update review to write! ( Bio Essence)

31st is HALLOWEEN

2nd November is JieJie's BIRTHDAY

(omg! someone pls remind me to post the present to her)

A cousin wedding on the 10th November, I alr know what to wear. tsk.

Julia's bday is coming , gonna meet up together with Jojo on 11th Nov to celebrate :D

14th/15th November, Mummy wanna treat Baby for his Bday lunch:D

17th November :D is B's 23rd birthday( woohoo! he better love everything I did)

okays its 6:46am.

NIGHTS>.<

This world, we live to write our own fairytale story.

Love is not just for the lucky, they are for everyone who believes in love.

On boyfriends and girlfriends;

The best thing about relationships is having someone to talk to, or share things with; being there for each other through life’s ups and downs; having a best friend & enjoying his/her company every day; coming home to someone who gives you the best hugs ever after really hard days; having someone who always believes in you, even when you might not believe in yourself.

Someone always has your back. No matter what.

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows, it’s a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. 

You, me, nobody is gonna hit as hard as life! But it ain’t about how hard you can hit, it’s about how hard you can get hit and keep movin’ forward, how much you can take…and keep movin’ forward. That’s how winning is done! 

Now, if you know what you’re worth then go out and get what you’re worth! 

“ Love is a funny thing. You expect it to be easy. You expect it to be a world of roses and laughs and perfect moments that you find only in movies. You expect him to always say the right thing, and always know exactly how you feel, or exactly how to react to it. You expect him to calm you down when you’re yelling or to chase you when you run away. You expect so much that you feel entirely, and utterly defeated when something doesn’t exactly match up with all your plans. But that’s the thing, love isn’t a plan. It doesn’t have a certain beginning and it certainly has no end or visible finish line to those deeply in it. Love happens, and it is incredibly messy. ”

the most amazing man I ever met and will ever love so wholeheartedly.

老婆花钱  我不反对

老婆出去   我会陪她

老婆在化妆  我会等

老婆打我   我不还手

老婆去逛街  我不说累

老婆要看戏。我不转台。

老婆不开心 我就哄她开心

老婆上菜   我会吃到赞不绝口

老婆叫我早点回   我就早点回

老婆要我所有的密码   我都给

老婆吃不完的东西   我会帮她吃完

老婆发短信息给我   我一定打回给她

天下没有怕不怕老婆的人。
只有尊不尊重老婆的人

does your hubby/bf respect you just like the way my lovely husband does?

Trying to cope.

"Hope you will be well treated up there." will be the last thing I ever want to hear from anyone.

Its been hard, its been hard trying to tell anyone about anything and everything that has been happening.
I dont like to be questioned, I dont like to be asked WHY WHY WHY, I DONT KNOW WHY.
IT JUST HAPPENS, WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ABOUT IT? AM I FEELING ANY BETTER THAT YOU ASKED AND MAKE ME WONDER EVEN MORE? I DONT LIKE TO TELL THINGS OUT, I DONT LIKE ALOT PEOPLE KNOWING ABOUT MY ISSUES, WHEN I SAY IM NOT ALRIGHT BUT I AM UNABLE TO GIVE YOU AN ANSWER, I REALLY AM UNABLE TO...

I maybe enjoying partying and doing stuff I really like, but these are all the time I am left...
I would really want to be healthy and do well so that I can enjoy myself even more
and be together with my love ones especially my babyboy.

He means the world to me, if he is gone, there will not be a me, cos my life represents the amount of tender loving care he has put in, helping me put back pieces of my crashed world making it so beautiful, colourful and perfect now.

Everytime I type such a post, tears come rolling and I know 'you' reading will wonder what am I talking about? Is everything alright? Its hard for one to understand what I am going through and I am dragging boyfriend down with me to suffer, which I know I got to stop soon. I have to.

to grow stronger, to be with you longer.

 

not only me , you too love

as long as, we go through together

I believe its possible.

Everytime you come and hug me tightly, with a light sniff.

I thought I felt warm droplets on my forehead, but I never asked.

All I did was to be there, hug you and sleep(well you wanted me to and I listened)

and of course while I was falling asleep I hope you rmb to kiss my nosey & forehead.

They always felt like angels kissing me :] 

Dearest Love, sorry for the lack of rest and thank you for your unconditional love and care.

I love hugging you to sleep, and always love annoying you before I go to sleep.

While you are sleeping soundly now with the cool weather, I shall join you :) 

after 5 fail attempts to wake you up, as you wanted me to.

Loveyou.

 

 

my only choice now is to be strong, and stronger.

you are my pillar of strength since day 1, so am I yours.

Lovingyouwaytoomuch

 

 

<3 birthday is coming already :D

 

it feels like magic, everytime he holds me.

yes every SINGLE time.

 

I just need ALOYSIUSTEOHCHIAYONG

 

will never forget.

its all because of me.
Im too spoilt for my own good
too pampered as well.

Always feel so loved and good
taking things for granted.

I should stop all these soon.

when was the last time you read my blog when it used to be your no.1 thing to do.
when was the last time you blogged to talk all about me, which brings smiles to me.
when was the last time we do everything together and have a good sleep after.


I have lost myself it seems at times I mean.
Im grateful for him to always bring me back and love me unconditionally.

XOXO
Emotional night.

mixue♥aloy :D 

happy9thmonths

♥anniversary♥

Nothing means more than you

You gave me endless love

You provide me security

You never betray my trust

You uphold your promises

When I first spoke to you, I realise I found myself

To tell you love does last, convincing myself at the other end

To tell you not to give up on love and trust, I was doubtful myself

Then I realise I was convincing you and myself that true love lasts.

When you found me, you found my heart, you got it struck by a Cupid's dart.

Right at the dancefloor, you hold me close

Your lips touch mine, and there we go

I found bliss and I found heaven, deep right in your kiss

It was as if time has stop for a moment

and I wish it never stops.
You took your steps

you found my soul

I found your love and

that makes us whole

My dreams came true

all because of you

I found out what love

really means.

Its not companionship,

 its build up with many other factors,

and when I found you

I know I found my other half.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY LOVE!