ps: fyi, the entry bottom is much more interesting.

Dedicated to the most important boyfriend & girlfriend in this entire world,

 the message applies to both(: in our own discreet.

 

I just want to tell you,
I love you with all my heart.

You put the smile on my face.

I want to be by your side,
I don't want to be any other place.
You mean so much to me.
I see you as nothing less than the world,
And that I want you to see.

I just want to tell you,
I wouldn't be able to live without you.
I thank you for being there.
You've always given me a shoulder to lean on,
And you always care.

I just want to tell you,
I think of you every moment of the day.
And how much I love you,
Words could never even say.

I just want to tell you,
I love you with all my heart.
I wish for us to be together,
Never shall we be apart.

 

Yours Truly,

and lastly, after what I saw happened tonight,

was something I expected when dearest told me, 

he saw you there. Well, it wasnt nice AT ALL, 

and sad to say, Im disappointed with your actions

but Im glad, that dearest remembered what I told him(:

please, whatever you did tonight just showed how JUVENILE you were.
I cant believe even a 20 year old me, thinks way more rational and all.

Only you can hit him? HELLO, even the person with the most rights,

doesnt lay a finger on him, whats with QUITS man.

Probably between you and him la huh; o wells.

I dont fucking care about what you told me about not able to promise tt blahblahblah
it all seems just like an excuse to get back at him
( that /grr emoticon please thankyou!), and then call that quits?
why not just settle it once and for all, get over it, and MOVE ON.

and so I quote: " Why? Let's just say leapord will never change its spot. He isn't a very good life companion to be. Enough said. Because I will let go of him starting from today. Will i? I will. I try. Because he simply failed me too many times"- Jolyn

Yes, failed you, too bad then, forget the past, be happy now babe,
cos he's living it up well and good now, so why dont you too?
At least now, you got someone else as well. 

I cant imagine how calm I was when I saw all that happening
cos I actually already mentally prepared when dearest told me
he saw you when we left for the smoking area
and seeing your friends at the dancefloor, those 3 girls,
walking up and down stare stare stare, bo tai bo ji want tio hoot right?

OH&FGS!!! How gentle can your male friend get,I was even stronger.
Save that glare of yours to your friends, your boyfriend. SAVE IT.

Dont push it babe, dont EVER push the limits off.

I dont even need fucking alcohol, to show you my temper.
LOL; cos it can get really恶心喔!
and fyi: if closure has been seeked, u wouldnt behave that way.

I will end with this then:

Every beginning has its end
like every dawn has its dusk.
It's something we can't control,
something we had to live up.

It's over. But life has to go on.
This cant go on forever.


cheebeh.

I wanna feel this way longer than time
I wanna know your dreams and make them mine
 

I wanna hold you close under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile and feel your pain
I know it's beautiful looking at you

You walked into my life to stop my tears
Everything is easy now, I have you here.

cantwaittoseeyoulove!

cos' I gotta keep my promises to you(:

The gift to love. 

Everyday there is a path that can lead us to loving one another. Thank you for showing me, time and time again, the path that leads to you

endless love

endless care

endless kisses

endless hugs

there is no longer "u" &  "i"

there is only "we,us and our"

together forever

Happiness is only possible with true love, love that is embracing, unconditioned and understanding. True love has the power to heal and transform the situation around us and bring a deep meaning to our lives

The way your smooth hands runs softly down my cheek
And just the thought of your enticing kiss on it
Makes me quiver and I feel weak

I can still feel your arms wrapping round me

And I can still sense the smell of you
But each passing moment that I am without you
The more the strings of my heart begin to tear

But as we meet again, and I gaze into your brown eyes
All my pain and sorrow is put at ease
Then our bodies embrace with passion
Uniting with a warm and gentle squeeze,

with your lips locking with mine

I can't believe one of God's greatest creations
Was bestowed upon me from above
And how someone I've know for so little
Could allow me to feel so much love

I now know that finding you was my purpose in life
And though troubles are destined to arise
As long as our hearts are entangled as one
We'll soar above our problems and into the skies

There's only one man that fulfills me, both in body and mind
One man that showers me with these feelings so true
There's only one man I'll love, both now and forever
There's only one man for me, only you.

You make me feel special,

You make me feel new,

You make me feel loved,

With everything you do.

You hold me close when I am sad.

You wipe the tears from my face.

Every time we are together,

It seems like the perfect place.

My eyes light up when you enter a room

I smile when we are together.

No matter how bad things are,

You always make them better.

I love the way you kiss me,

The way you hold me tight

.

I love the way you can make me laugh

For absolutely no reason at all.

I love how no matter what I do

You will be there to catch me when I fall.

(: thank you for being the one there, listening and advices given

thank you for motivating me to study well and allow me to see the future of mine.

Romantic love, all hearts and actions

No way to count the days and hours

Spent in self-indulgent wishes

And thoughts of long awaited kisses

Of sweet embraces, tender sighs

And gazing into love filled eyes

This love that grows

One that cares and one that knows

That sees beyond the outer skin

Into the person deep within

That loves the spirit and the soul

The inner self that makes the whole

Built on trust and empathy

A love you know was meant to be

The love we share is all these things

A love that has no need of rings

A love you never need to doubt

A love I cannot live without

A love to last us all our days

A love I'll share with you,my one and only.

Do not you sense my fear and doubt?

Do not you hear my woeful screams?

Upon the meadows, touched with dew,

Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,

Do not you feel my jagged scars?

It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,

Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.

A symbol of my silent pain.

It's lost among the stars this night,

Too far to ease my quiet fright.

To The Only One who,

• Goes all the way to satisfy gf's EVERYSINGLE cravings
• Pat her to sleep, no matter how tired he was (seriously.)
  
• Blowdry and comb patiently, tie up hair for gf
  
• Bring her to wherever she wants/needs to go
• Accompanies/play along with gf's nonsense,
  even when he didnt have enough sleep
• Brings extra jacket just to provide warmth for her at theatres
• Sits outside Mac's /at a random Carpark to have a HTHT with gf
• Tease,daring,disturbing gf knowing how she'll react: REVENGE!
• Thinks alike, feels alike,with the gf

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


 apparently,Im reading up on Adult-Parent-Child Ego State Model
& beginning of mugging for my papers (:

the connection is beyond words description.

my heart wrenches
as your tears flow
touching my cheeks
with mine, to go along
--
barely breathing
miss your fingers running through mine
miss the lil kisses you plant on my cheeks

miss you much.

A drop of heaven from the sky
A sun kissed feather gliding by
A gentle breeze blown through my hair
Communicating with a stare

Suns embrace so soft and warm
Angels opening my eyes
Reaching up to touch the skies
Falling back into a bed
Not regretting what was said

Your love's embrace so sweet and long

A goodnight kiss, or maybe two
Never taking, only giving
You're smile makes my life worth living

the Singapore river with the love was AMAZING.

over that blue lighted bridge, the beautyofFullerton

its 7:57am now, awaiting for macdonald'sbreakfast,

then to meet my girlfriend at 3 plus :D

IMHAPPY

thankyoudearest for being the sweetest ultimately.

the best that one could really really ask for; hehe don't get to0 happy

I GOT MY TRUMP CARD ((:

(: latenightcravingsatisfied;totally

just to make me happy. LOVEYOU.

said something wrong this morning, made the boy :(
head to bed, while him to exams.
awake to the boy's call, brought me for breakfast/lunch before we spend a lil time together(:


"You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel" iloveyou

--

When we first fell in love,
We had our first kiss at that moment,
The questions hang-ing in our mind,
how he/she take that moment to be.

I thought that nothing could compare
To the magical romance
That you and I had come to share.

But as time passed, feelings deepened,
And our closeness grew
The romance turned into
A real and lasting love with you.

You care for me in all the ways
I want and need so much.
I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness
With every word and touch.

I know I can depend on you
For support and honesty,
That patient understanding
That you always give to me.

You lit the darkened corners
Shined your brightest light
You did all of that, just for me
So I could be alright

You held me when I trembled
And protected me from harm
You seemed oh-so-perfect
You just had that special charm

When I would break down
You wiped away my tears
Showed me how to be brave
So I could face all of my fears
--
There’s a special kind of happiness
That only love can bring,
And I’ve found that happiness with you.
You being my guardian,my love and my everything.

itsbeenatiringday.
feelingtotallysoexhausted.
blissedwithlove.
wishitneverends;alltrue.
justwantthistolast.
butnoonecanpredictsthefuture.
itallseemstoosoontoofast.
wishididntknowaboutthethingfornextweek:\
foryouaredefinitelyinforatreat(:
totallyhearttheboyfriend.

After all you've done for me,
All I really want to do,
Is take the love you brought my way,
And give it all right back to you.

--
Friday night beneath the stars,
in a field behind your yard,
you and I are paintin' pictures in the sky.
And sometimes we don't say a thing;
just listen to the crickets sing.
Everything I need is right here by my side. And I know everything about you I don't wanna live without you.

I'm only up when you are not down.
Don't wanna fly if your'e still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half im only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me when I'm with you.

Just a small town boy and girl
livin' in a crazy world.
Tryin' to figure out what is and isn't true.
And I don't try to hide my tears.
The secrets are my deepest fears.
Through it all nobody gets me like you do.
And you know everything about me.
You say you can't live without me.

Ireallywonderhowtrue
when one says nothing in this world, means much more than the other.
so the next one that comes along cant meant as much to the one,
as compared to the other?
-
CIAO~

I'm really the happiest girl in this world at least on 13th January 2010.
'am also at the state of confusion.
"don't pursue it - how would you interpret?"
today everysinglemoment,secondminutehour.
is the most ever blissed time
I could ever ask for, that smile, that hug, that love,the best presents ever.
EVER,fucking swear on that

I see his smile&his actions, and I really do hope he is happy too.

--
If every drop of water disappeared from the land
And every drop of ocean suddenly turned to sand
That would all be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

What if I woke up and couldn't hear a sound
And all that I could see was darkness all around
That would all be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

If I could have the world and all that money could buy
And I could travel far beyond the moon and the sky
If they gave me golden wings,
well I still couldn't fly
without you, nothing would matter

You and I walk beside each other day after day
But there's so much inside me, I never get to say
My life would be so empty
with nothing left to feel
If you didn't love me

A priceless moment is when the person that you have fallen in love with, looks you right in the eyes to tell you that they have fallen in love with you.

tell me, how many a man,ability to give to how many a woman in his life:

this,unconditionally,with no expectations of returns.
the patience,the way he stayed awake just to be by my side.

(:

macdonaldbreakfast

starbucks dark mocha frappe

yam pie

-

its a horrible feeling esp with the fucked up pain in the arm

Non c'e nessuno(There is no other,)
Bello come te e ti amo(as beautiful as you, and I love you)
I love you, these three words could change our lives forever,
but for you, I will take that chance

I miss my GIRLFRIEND,omg its been 2 days since I saw you:(
cant wait for Wednesday to come and see you!

Sprained wrist; didnt expect the pain to be so tough to take it.

1. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

2. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out that you still care for that person.

3. When the door of happiness closes, another opens but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

4. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

5. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

6. There are things you'd love to hear that you would never hear from the person who you would like to hear from, but don't be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from their heart.

7. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, in the end it fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

8. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

9. A careless word may kindle strife, a cruel word may wreck a life, a timely word may level stress, a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

12. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches..

Cos' the answer is : Definite

Love me not for what you see
Love is here you may not see
There is more to me
than one can see

Love is in the heart
I love but one
Is all for me
Not in the eyes or face you see
But in the heart is all

loveyou,thekingofmyheart.(:

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3rd party to watch me & Aloy - bought by Girlfriend

I was telling BB I had a craving, then he said he also have..
and (: TADAH! we had the same craving for the first one!

and after that was CheeseCurryChicken (: + Herbaltea

I was really touched by his sweetness last night,SERIOUSLY.
I had a sudden crave (must SATISFY or else F-ed up grumpy)
before our midnight movie starts. Went to B&J's the moment I crave,
to see the outlet at Vivo closing already :( which vivomart&giant was also closed.
He didnt give up when I already felt abit disappointed& given up.
He then brought me to 7/11 and GV to con't find,
but yet somehow the flavour I want wasnt available:(
He then said:"We can always go around petrol ksioks and find it"

So we decided to walk over to Harbourfront centre, found it! ((:
both at cheers & cold storage BUT only got big tub left,
which I didnt really want to get it already.
but still my silly one, he just want me to be happy, so he bought it for me(:
the ice cream really made me super uber happy with 360 degree change of mood(:

To realise, Chunkymonkey had walnuts & he was allergic to nuts eh,
so I told him not to eat but yet he said, its okay , it wouldnt itch that much.
but still I'll *heartpain* one okay:( "STUBBORN" still say me!

Finding out I dont really like walnut, he took out every walnut pieces in the tub and feed me, ice cream with the chocolate pieces(: BB so nice!

vivo @ 2 am (:
After the show, was travelling around TelokBlangah Area(: before back to Newton Circus to satisfy our crave for STINGRAY & OmeletteOyster @ 4am

Thank You BB for the lozenges,you specially go get for us (:
* its working(: *
Thank You,Ah Ma for the birdnest!


Ps: IloveYOU

For now at least I know ,

Im the luckiest & happiest girl, existing.
Not bothered about whats the future holds, but SIMPLElove it is (:

thesimplesweetlittlethingsyoudo,totally(:

it was then, when we discovered we had so much ,
way too much similarities & preferences in many ways.
Esp the laksa w/o taughay&hum was the funniest of all(:
(:


constant reminders,buying of lozenges,giving in to my teasing & accomodating me.

like you said, it's aint abt the time, its the feeling(:
thank you for letting me enter your world
and everything you have done for this period of time,
just in return for me to be happy
even when you didnt the bitter herbal drink, you drank it all down (:

the night when u returned, and made ur way to find me(:
he silly one, that doesnt mind travelling just to pick & send me home xoxo

♥♥♥

I'm delicately handing my heart to you,
In your caressing hands to forever keep.
I'm giving you the chance of destroying me,

I'm depending on your gentle and sweet ♥,
To get me through the world each day.
I'm praying to God you'll always be here by my side,
And that's where you'll always be to stay.
Putting you over everyone else on par with family & gf,
You automatically go to the front of my line.

promise to keep your promises .
cross you heart . cross our love.

you,i ♥

2009 was:
3/4 a plain boring years & 1/4 of excitement in life ( WHICH IS FKING GOOD)

updates on 2009 tonight,

I never seemed to be okay
Since the last time he broke my heart
But it suddenly fades day by day
As you showed me a beautiful art

I used to think he's the one for me
But it turned out not so right
I used to cry hugging my knee
As I sit in my bed every night

But now, I'm here filled with happiness
Knowing that there's someone out there for me
Time then carried all my sadness away
As it turned out to be you and me

Light have shown again in my life
As you entered my heart that before it was locked
And try to mend all the memories full of strife
Trying to bring all the pieces back

Promise me you won't break my heart
Cause I'm already tired of broken hearts
Love me honestly with all your might
&
I promise you
I will give back all your love

I read.
I can relate.
I understand.

Give me time.
Give me space.


I contacted who I should.
I saw this coming somehow.
I always been the one warning & informing.
now its my turn; otherwise.


Im freaking confused to make a decision.

(: I chose this path, I walk down bravely.
Family&Gfs are with me, aint afraid of any setbacks.


its aint up to you, to comment the stupidity level of one.

Thelovesofmylife(:

dont leave my side at all.

HAPPYNEWYEARPEOPLE!
--
the day begin the best way it should
the process of the day was probably the worst experience ever,
the night ends with a few songs rocking in.

felt the pain, felt the torture all in day 1.
Im already losing myself to an end, where I cant find an exit.
it hurt so badly that I brk down the moment i started to text.
I could hardly speak, cos I had no voice.
I could hardly cry, cos Im so numbed.
I don know what to do.. I feel so lost..