It touched my heart naturally. Bringing a spill of tears to me.
I must have been very lucky compared to these children.
Especially when I am someone who treasures family, and missing the HIM who has exited my life when I was just 8 years old.
Imissyou soso much.


and so it was a lazy sunday :)
still felt like I am living in my honeymoon days.
aww~ the thought of being 21 in a few weeks time
seems like a mixed feeling.

Almost a grown up to an adult.
for the past week was talking about financial issues with mom.
As I am starting to get a pay and also to plan out my route of life.

Loads of business plans, lack of financial capitals.
Therefore B and I are gonna work it, we have to for our future.

On the note.

He totally knows the right place to bring me to make me happy!


Paid the airtickets for the trip(: taxes dropped a little! Tsktsk gonna start planning already!

<3 my bb

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Have nv been so upset before
It has been way too long I felt similar to this way. I felt so tired and life becomes meaningless suddenly. The feeling of being broken is as such, never worst. Till present, today is probably the worst ever, the most I have cried. Today is also the day, I realize how stupid I am , even to them. I never felt worser than this, never. For once I had no one to turn to, for once I wish I was dead or have no feelings at all.


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Ndp was (:
Always love it from the beginning:)))



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(:  I guess I am one damn lucky girl!

• Best parents who never give up on me, and always trying to give me the best of all. 
• They are separated, they have their issues, some affects some don't but its all doesnt matter. As long as I love them and they love me, Im good.
  
• I got the best boyfriend and many girls are jealous of, esp someone.
  

  Seriously, I dont understand why cant people hear both sides of stories and conclude the result at the end. Its always about being bias and siding friends. One day, when the truth is revealed, will it ever occur in your mind that he/she is really like this? 

  Aloysius is one great guy, that I have come across. Not because he is my boyfriend, but its the truth. Those who are his friends and were once his gf, will know themselves. Though at times he has some bad habits of being poor at time management, but he is one very patient man and a good listener. I am thankful for everything he has done for me and sacrificing alot for me. When I am feeling unwell esp, he'd rather be late for school but to send me to my house to ensure I am safe and okay. He is willing to do anything as long as at the end of the day, I am happy. Just because of love.

  Honestly, I was affected when his ex gf texted me about how he hit her. When I gave Aloy a chance to explain himself and everything, showing every single message she sent to understand about it. And not that I do not believer her, if I dont, I would't be upset and wanted to leave him cos he hit a girl and so called cheated on her.

  After being with him for 7 months and counting, I can see what kind of a person is him. I totally understand why he ask me to trust him. I remember him saying:" you dont have to give me your promise , you dont have to love me, you just have to give me time for me to show you my love." and I admit, I wasnt 100 % sure about it at the start but my love and trust grow for him over the days and months and till now, we are still happily in love. 

  
  

  He never fails to make me happy and always fufil his promises, I guess he is the best X'mas present given ever to me. Thank you dearest, for everything you have done. I have total support and faith in you. 

  
  
• I got the nicest girlfriends and sisters that I can ever asked for.
  

  Tracy, Stephanie, Julia, Joanna, Pearl, Demi, Geok Leng, Michelle, Renee and Hui Min.

Always loving him, though we have our hey days





And two boys I babysitted! Handsome much!!



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