i love to stay in the dark, dont you feel the same?

recently level of noise has been a agony to me.

including lights.

when its dark, I can tear I can smile

and no one sees me, I can forget the stress and let go m y worries.

This post prolly spells everything for me.

AH FOR NOW, I JUST WANNA SLEEP, the thunderstorm

in the afternoon, kept me half awake and half fucked scared.

luckily I have my him, to pull me close and hold me tight,

telling me everything's alright.  thankyou.

• drinking a glass of mineral water
• listening to some slow music

In life we all have an unspeakable secret,
an irreversible regret,
and an unreachable dream.
I just want to keep travelling.
but yet I cant slack my life off anymore.
though I loved too, cos I just love spending time with him!
I need to do something about it.
I NEED TO GET MY BUTT OUT and LIVE.


I wish I got a job to travel with my love anywhere and
everywhere and just report about the world.
I was just thinking what were the things on my mind, actually.
I got everything , well almost for me to live love and laugh.
I started to make a list for myself and my future.
and I hope that my wish that came true will remain there
bringing me happiness and loads of love because he is gonna be
a huge part of my future.


I should stop thinking of negative shit
and being depressed, hurting myself and cry.
Fuck laying in bed for hours, time to be happy
and live my life out there.






and to you: The day you found me, I became the happiest girl in the universe.

he 's been really patient with me , i mean us.

 The most amazing man one can have, that Im almost not to deserve at all.

He give me the upmost happiness and the worstdownfall ever.

He knows I cant live without him, he knows. WHICH IS A BAD THING, well you get me.

<3 he was damn handsome that night.

forever goodlooking in my eyes.

Aloy Mama looking so pretty that night! 

im like eff-ing sleepy now.

i just got up from a 2 hours sleep for the whole of yesterday!

watched 3rd season Narnia with him till 645am.

(loves it when he sayang me while I watched)

<3