the way he pampers me, no one else can do it.

never be able to express how he does it,
probably it is his sincerity and i felt it.
he never spoke how hard i was on him
how unreasonable i have been or so.
he kept it to himself, quietly still giving me chances.
embracing our love and gave silence to the situation
unless i force him to give me an answer.
with that, while time passed, he will always come over and pacify me.
but i can never do it to him, not because i dont go and pacify him.
but thats not the way to settle him, to make him happy again * wink.

thank you my special you.

lil'momo is hurting again, time to time. 

after the new york trip the pain gradually faded away and now its back.

worried but dont feel good about doing a check up.

not that I cant afford but, the anticipation of the result kills.

the bf better not see this, else he gonna force me.


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these few days, music has led me back to the days of europe trip.

and Im kinda missing the days and moments I have overthere.
I may seemed occupied with a samsung cell,
but yet the feelings that the surroundings gave had never failed to arouse me.


I want to head back.
I want to be at Florence :) that hotel we stayed in.
Crossing over to the underpass supermarket with loads of chocolates selection.
Walking the opposite direction of the hotel to the lake of swans
and beautiful scenery. I was with Pearl, Jonard and Ziyin at that time with our family.
Now, I want Steph, Aloy, Pearl to be there with me :)
I want to go back to the highest mountain in Switzerland.

I rmb-ed we had an impromtu trip to Milan , 

where the girls shopped for branded goods like shiok only, and I didnt get any as usual.


This time I want to go to Nice and Venice and more places, but no trip brings much more emotions than Florence. No where else.

my first ever photo with pearl jie :) and 

I weighed 15kg lighter (1.8 years difference)