MOOOODY

been rough these weeks.
stuff happens, suck it up.
I have to face it.
embracing the pain, the fear, the anger all in one.
I have to start all over again, all of what I believe vanished.
Just like that, into thin air.
and all I could do was try to grasp as much back but theres no longer a point.
It died, it was left to bleed.

The feeling that I used to have, I am looking for it.
I feel so insecure and all the promises and forever seems to be all gone.

祝我生日快乐- wen lan

SIGH.

祝我生日快乐- wen lan

我知道伤心不能改变什么
Wo zhi dao shang xin bu neng gai bian shen me
那么让我诚实一点
Na me rang wo cheng shi yi dian
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
Cheng shi nan mian you bu neng kong zhi de xuan xie
只有关上了门不必理谁
Zhi you guan shang le men bu bi li shei
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
Yi ge ren zuo zai kong de bao xiang li mian
手机让它休息一夜
Shou ji rang ta xiu xi yi ye
难,想切割切掉回忆的画面
Nan, xiang qie ge qie diao hui yi de hua mian
眼泪不能流过十二点
Yan lei bu neng liu guo shi er dian
生日快乐 我对自己说
Sheng ri kuai le wo dui zi ji shuo
蜡烛点了
La zhu dian le
寂寞亮了
Ji mo liang le
生日快乐
Sheng ri kuai le
泪也融了
Lei ye rong le
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
Wo yao xia xia ni gei de ni na zou de yi qie
还爱你带一点恨
Hai ai ni dai yi dian hen
还要时间
Hai yao shi jian
才能平衡
Cai neng ping heng
热恋伤痕
Re lian shang hen
画面重生
Hua mian chong sheng
祝我生日快乐
Zhu wo sheng ri kuai le

Got my early 23rd Birthday Present from the boyfriend :)

The TV box which I have been dragging to get it cos it a tad exp and

I was okay with the TV channels. He's so sweet to go through the trouble and get it for me.

NCIS/CSI/FRINGE/Crime&Investigation and all the TVB show; YAY!!

He's in reservist, he managed to come back during nights off for 2 hours max, twice last week.

He said I was lucky. 

01 September is our 32 monthsary, he stayed uptill midnight just to wish me when he has IPPT at 5am     and the best part is he managed to book out and spend the night at home :)  

HAPPY MAX, had a simple take out and went out today instead for a movie date.

Now he is off back to camp again, and we texted till almost 2 am, when he got to wake up at 5am.

He couldnt fall asleep, neither could I and he knows I have trouble sleeping without him.

Pampered, stickybaby yeah this is me :)

This week is BIRTHDAYWEEK!

Everyyear, its like a weekly affair. But not this time, its gonna be real simple.

First the boyfriend wont be able to book out as my actual day is Friday itself.

He might be able to come back on Sat and Sun :) which I wont complain la..

although I am abit sore and upset over it. If Friday night he can book out I will be even HAPPIER!

Monday/Wednesday is no travel day

Gonna repair my back/waist with Shifu and dye my hair on Tuesday.

Meeting Pearl and Yinxia gf for buffet lunch and movie date and cut hair on Thursday:)

Jojo and Juju took off on my actual day to go to the ZOO, 

we are gonna have jungle breakfast with orangutans and enjoy our morning/day in the zoo.

Most probably meeting Mummy for dinner on friday evening, and head back home to accompany Boyboy  .