Sunday, April 22, 2007

Seriously, we are not angry with you guys. (him and her) but the thing is when BABY told him to tell her not to tell ELVIN that where we were cos BABY wanted to protect me . I just got dehospitalised in the morning and he doesnt want to agitate my health for the day. THATS WHY he chose to tell ELVIN that we meet another day. DEAR ELVIN, hopefully you realize that when the situation only involve around us. DO NOT EVEN INVOLVE ANYONE FROM OUTSIDE, using our feelings to care for them to lure us to meet you, u hear me? I sweared if yesterday i had anything wrong with me , i make sure you will be harrass for the rest of your life. AND ( HIM AND HER) DONT YOU REALIZE ALL HE CARES IS HIS EX GF. HE DUN EVEN GIVE A DAMN THAT YOU GUYS AND OUR FRIENDSHIP IS RUIN. HE DUN GIVE A DAMN AT ALL. LOOK AT HIM, THE MOMENT EVERYTHING IS SETTLED HE LEFT. KNOW WHAT HE TOLD ME, IN HIS LIFE SHE IS THE MOST IMPT(whatever) and his friends doesnt matter . HE DONT CARE IF HE LOSE HIS FRIENDS , or i guess making his friends losing their friends. HE ONLY CARE ABOUT HER. u guys saw for yourself how RANDALL protected me, you guys know im an emotional person. but for the first time with one my bestie, chunlok and his gf , they said im proud of you michelle, you didnt cry this time when you stand for your rights. i dont blame you all cause i know how it feels to be stuck, but never do anything before you are clear of what is happening, because death threatenings are so childish, I got a huge problem with my own health, but im fighting to stay alive . AND LOOK CLEARLY AT THE 2 NINETEEN YR OLD SO CALLED ADULTS, SO CHILDISH, DUN WANT TO LIVE BECAUSE OF ONE GIRL, THEN ANOTHER COS OF COMMENT. and because of this girl, he is willing to give up his life, studies and everything. this is not what we call "wei da" or love. BUT STUPIDITY at the spur of the moment. the whole scenario is not what exactly he describe, because even on the phone he kinda exaggerate that my friend used vulgar language when there isnt, saying words like despicable when there isnt. how far can he go? he even said those words were so sucidal-causing. please for goodness sake, comments only what. * i can even sue you for slandering and harrassing for that mind you* So what kind of meet up did he give me, bf, and ( him and her) is that clear matter lor, just want my friend to apologise in her blog only what cannot talk on the phone and tell me that ar? must involve so many people and make our friendships altogether. even though I can forgive i wont forget, esp the him in the (him and her) .. i admit i never really like you as a person because you just enjoy risk in ur life, u dun listen to advice sometimes, but i still care, BABY who treated u as a bestfriend care so much for you because he know how much a risk there is in a sports bike. The apology is not to me at all. ITS TO BABY. 10 years of friendship, best friends ( so called) somemore. just for someone not so significant as if yours or baby girlfriend, you break trust and friendship together at one shot when i was about to plan for an outing for everyone to hang out together? i duno what to say.. u guys should never have done it. if done so what, do sth to make it up. I believe baby is upset.. but he doesnt show he doesnt tell. because he wants me not to worry. till today, even when he dont want to talk and care about you guys anymore, the moment i mention you guys, he will show some concerned as well. tell me, how do i call you my good friend, ever again. i know you dont feel good about it, u think it will be okay over a period of time but if im hard-hearted enough, first time in my life you gonna hear me/ see me type this :" I will ensure you that you will get to remember this painful experience as long as i am alive."
PS: Elvin i will make sure you will regret and be sorry for what you have done.