after the recent fights i got with baby, we decided to start our r/s all over again. not as in the days and months. but the whole love, to build on our bond once again.
(: today is the first day. and it was just like before where he fell sick too.
its okay darling you dun have to say sorry. (: i will love you still.

this is baby's sweetest message ever:

"good night baby(: sorry i troubled you today. and today suppose to be the first day we date. I sick. But i never late. I love you."


today he went to see the doctor, it pains me to see him having blocked nose and also his temperature of his body being so hot. it pains me to have him taking medicine when he dun like the taste of it.
it also pains me to keep wanting to accompany me even though he should be going up to his house and sleep.

therefore he gave me this kiss.
this warm wonderful kiss.
just like the first time he met me..
that kiss that always make me feel so
LOVED.

thank you baby, u made me teared up in the taxi.
(: hugs.