how does it feel

when you dont know who to turn to for help

when you dont know what to do

when you dont know how to make yourself cry out feeling numbed

and soon the warn very warm tears truttle down my cheeks.. non stop..

the hurt starts to surface.. the pain increases as minutes passes by..

what can i do?

whats love? 5 years ago i felt this pain.. and swear that I never want to feel this pain ever ever again and now.. 5 years later.. this pain returns..