Wednesday, May 20, 2009

A reply to Arund's Post.

Girl you took it the wrong way and I do not mean to hurt,jealous or do anything in a bad way
what for i want the clique if there aint u, u were why I love this clique.
You were the partner of mine when anything happens and stuff.
Maybe I said sth that make u misunderstood but I m going to tell you straight

I DON MEAN TO SAY CLOSER TO THEM, I MEANT TO SAY LIKE I SEE/TALK MORE TO THEM. IN ORDER WORDS, I MISS YOU.

I DON MEAN TO MAKE U JEALOUS AND STUFF COS I DON EVEN HAVE THE INTENTION TO. IN ORDER WORDS, I NEVER MEANT TO HURT U.

I DON KNOW WHY I HAD TO SAY THOSE STUFF AT THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.
IN ORDER WORDS, IM SEEKING UR ATTENTION I GUESS.

I LOVE U THE MOST IN THE CLIQUE, AND U ARE THE MOST IMPT AS WELL.
THEN WHY YOU THINK I KEEP TALKING TO U ABT IT,trying so hard .

MAYBE COS IM PISSED WITH SOMEONE.. THAT IS CLOSE TO U.. WHO LIED TO ME..
AND HURT ME WITH HIS WORDS EVEN IF HE SAY WAD IM SORRY IF ITS HARSH...
COS MAYBE I FELT HE TOOK U AWAY FROM ME.

dont forget, this friendship is to last.
look at ur post, are you telling me u too don want this f/s?
I have never said about not having you, so what if u were in another cca.
every time i want to msg u, i type i delete, i send i cancel.
cos I duno where u will be, what u will do.
are you still avoiding ?
you were there when i need you i know and im thankful. cos i know other than him, having u thru this problem will make me feeel safer and stronger.
but every time u left and i sms u its always one or two words.
I said i think i give up,
i hope not to,
but i cant do anything to get together again right?
bkk trip was good
bday celebration was good.
anyway, just rmb once i had you i don wish to lose you bestgf.
but if u really want this , i respect ur decisions.
sry damien josh randall dion that I made arund said those stuff.
I dont mean it but wad can i do ?