feelings<3

Happy3yrs7mthsanniversary.
(:hoping today will be a sweeter day

its so nice to have you with me all this while.
ups and downs we been thru, never wish to give up.

today was another fun afternoon with the loves.
Baby,Arund,Josh,Keith & Josh.
Lunch with Zk and the above except Arund :) was enough of white chilli -.-
after that was total slack and sleeping period at SAR (:

then Arund came and continue to slack.

i miss you.

The one star kayakers who spent rowing the weekends together,
although some of us are friends, and some met as strangers.
at the end of the day, we all became not just friends but people
who encouraged and helped one another through the entire course.

its a good experience
especially the short expedition we had,
kinda had leg cramps and abit of tiredness, rowed much slower,
they still patiently waited and encourage me.
THANK YOU, I MEAN EVERYONE :)
from carrying boats to lauching
from paddling to capsize drill
from raftup to xraftcapsize
from left J draw to right J draw
from disembarking to keeping boats
from washing PFDS to paddles to boats
from keeping them together & leaving a good experience.

laughing at TRACY (dragonboat guys) hahaha and her lost world.


Thank You sincerely, and Till we meet again:)
Mixue

its definitely not that coincidental you get motivating, encouraging and nice people in your course all the time :)

tsk I dont remb which day it was , but some classics for you :)


junice always getting bullied. see her face o.0


today B played the elmo toy that went:
I just want to tell you
Elmo loves you
mmm
kisskiss
muack muack.
I videoed it down damn cute okay!


exhausted! good night.

one star kayaking course
with Tracy & friends :)

nice I like the thrills and laughters we all had.
Throat a little thirsty, mind a little still swaying from the waves and rowing.


:) had a good dinner which lasted till now since 4 plus.
went over to PS and shiokshiok awhile :)
home.

tomorrow is day 2.


and yes TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED WITH MY FFRIENDDS.

i seem to lost motivation to train.
or rather
i seriously hate training alone.

woke up with a freaking weak immune system.
cracked voice, running nose, freaking bad headache.

oh it felt good after a breakfast with B at bizpark today,
Jiawen joined us spot him at the canteen, met lydia on the way to lab,
saw Ivan at the stairway to the lab. Hope to see more people today!

:) going to cut cut cut my hair i guess, but im ultimate broke for now.
I need to earn more moolahs with the upcoming fleas :)

and I got a new PINK water bottle:)

okay this freaking headache + giddiness is driving me insane.

btw birthday list is UPDATED =x teeeeeheee. tsktsk.

watched transformer2 again:) its so super nice esp the impact graphic & music!

:) had korean for lunch & arcade at Dhoby!

had dinner at PS with B and Timo(: before we go catch our duplicity ( stupid show) at 525pm and then to QUINOS for our meal! i totally heart this place way better than SUBWAY!

love!

had a really nice saturday:)

after running a round at reservoir,
met B & his team then went down to Tamp 1 for the girls to try out the sleeveless tee :)
then we all had lunch at BBQ chicken - which service totally pisses me off.
( Bryan & kokwei keep asking me to chill lol so I get angry that fast? Follow my daddy de)

so we all chit chat makan for about an hour then off to mac for icecream:)
I wanted to cut my hair, everyone except B was persuading to, then I get so flicker minded that Junice wanted to kill me - in the end, i didnt cut.


hiakhiak :)
so off we went to the arcadeee and played BBALL; fun lah not bad!
then we continue walking and we stop randomly to have a chat :)

after that Bryan,Me and B off to downtown east cos got bday party :)

Happy 21stbday Daniel!
:)met up with elvin, mich lim & bf, shan hu & bf, meiping & kenken & bf :)
had 2 fishballs, 1 otah & a few mouthful of rice.
TOOK afew pics with the already drunk bday boy with his cake! before going off!
cos it was quite late already!

~ it rained the moment we parked the BIKE, and it poured as soon as we reach the CHALET. lucky us. but BBQ cant go on smoothly.

alrighty! tml got stuff to do! night people!

timo said i got screw loose,so i receive a screwdriver:)

after gym we went over to the pool, the guys wanted to swim
but somehow when i get back from saving the helmet from being wet,
it started pouring so they went to bathe.

Lunched @ design, talk cock sing song play mahjong.

then B went back to class where Timo & Keith & me went over to SAA to rest for 2 hours before their trainings. Josh joined us shortly:) and he walked up and down thinking we cant see him.

I was even able to snap a photo of him.

hahah so JOSH the only one who didnt have a so called sofa/bed to sleep fell asleep.

while the 3 of us, laugh at nothing but random jokes, teasing and shooting each other.

:)

Tomothy, his new name given by someone else , lol.

i think they always have this scandal..

B ended at 530 then we bike down to Queensway - AGAIN ( torturing cos the journey is far)
had the MUACHEE :) $1 , he had the DUA BAO ($1.20) and 2 tea leaf eggs ($1.40)
hahaha super nicenice CHEAP &GOOD ( only the 2nd floor one is nice)

haha so he send me to grandma house later at night and he went home ( tired )
love. awaiting the weekends.

i so love this pic :)

Ps: why does Sam & Zion msn me exact same questions,
with the lol & the way they talk last night.

i miss those times , when u took things more seriously and spoke much nicer to me.

i wish to use my towel and hide
to cover my face & cry
so much i would like to ask for ur shoulder
but i cant bear to, afraid of rejection

on a happier note,

today Timo class was cancelled:) so we dated each other out to Bugis

actually i went there to pass Stepstep sth! but rather Timo wants to shop

*shopping king*

within 2 hours he bought a adidas bottle, a picard wallet :) kinda help him find de. cos he only want a simple one.and also 2 bermudas/shorts @ 25 bucks only -.-cheap.

oh we cabbed to Bugis and ERP WAS 2 freaking BUCKS ; expensive shit

in between he had a double cheeseburger - cos he is hungry very hungry o.0

in between he went to the loo about 3-4 times - cos his bladder spoil veryvery spoilt-.-

in between we went to AH CHEW desserts for a light dessert - cos AH CHEW sneezes into dishes

so we decided to trained while listening to his music & bused to school

Timo couldnt do sprinting or training today cos he injured his back :(

i guess its painful or suan ba, can see.

I know he act act okay, but at times he need a sit or u know lie down:(

remind me of Rand also lidat last time.

GETWELLSOON TIMO:)

oh he was super nice to accompany me to wait for the team for DINNER

when his dad could have fetched and buy him dinner, thank you!

oh I did inclined with the girls ytd ,s uper doubly shiok

but i shouldnt have done ANY ANY PULL UPS,

i forget all about the old stupid tenon injury which I pulled again

now super super freaking pain whenever i move my right arm alittle

pls recover soon, i need to swim/gym/run tml plus row next week.

oh my 天!

pain la, but trying to bear with it.

need to grow tanner/slim down!

working hard!

i love family

i love baby

i love tracy

i love michie twinnie

i love adna

i love leong teck

i love timothy charles

i love janice

i love k4 girls(junice/lydia/yanling/xiuting * thanks girls for being there)

i love josh

i love sam

i love zion

i love brothers (franson,bryan, adrian, zk)

i love keith soo (omg! uncle soo you are inside leh.)

i love cynthia ( lovelovelovelovelove) 5 enough!

thank you for being a part of me in one way or another

. things are getting worst plus an additional old arm injury :(

thanks for making sacrifices
stay by my side will you?
how much more time will i have with u?
I wish to see you again.
its been 4 years , where are you?
I want to relive memories of march 2009, will the 4 of us do it again?
I wish I belong to them as well, even though I treat them as mine.
all i need is a chance but why wouldnt u give me?
I want to learn to row like them.. if i could.

oh yes, i forgot. Im just a nanny afterall.

woah Im telling these messages to 18 people..as if they know I m talking to them -.-


and i realise saying good night with a sincere heart to at least half of 18 tonight was the best thing i have done this week.

ran & swimmed

grey images scares the hell outta me

laughed & happy

don wish to feel this pain in me

--

how do i put into words to tell you

running out of time.

im afraid and i wish u were here.

but you wont bother; i guess.

will u remember me , after i leave?

:) beautiful sky

:) BBALLING


:)DURIANING


:) DADA


the heavy rain at orchard road :|

i love the lighting at Orchard Central :) its nice!


im frustrated too ~