thanks for making sacrifices
stay by my side will you?
how much more time will i have with u?
I wish to see you again.
its been 4 years , where are you?
I want to relive memories of march 2009, will the 4 of us do it again?
I wish I belong to them as well, even though I treat them as mine.
all i need is a chance but why wouldnt u give me?
I want to learn to row like them.. if i could.

oh yes, i forgot. Im just a nanny afterall.

woah Im telling these messages to 18 people..as if they know I m talking to them -.-


and i realise saying good night with a sincere heart to at least half of 18 tonight was the best thing i have done this week.