o how i love her so; but does she know?



im excited for 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 SEPT.

its the SCHEDULE

• 29th Aug - homesweethome (pack the house) day
• 1st Sept - TPLS bbq + nails/hair/waxing/trimmimg eyebrows :D
• 2nd Sept -
• 3rd Sept - Baking day with Michie Twinnie :) ; Dinner with Mom
• 4th Sept - Sentosa :):)
• 5th Sept - PARTAYYYYY :D
• 6th Sept - Flea/Timbre night/Midnight celebration
• 7th Sept - HAPPY BDAY TO ME :)
  
• 8th Sept -SLACKSLACKSLACK :D:D plan next FLEA
  
• 2nd week of Sept - Kota Kinabalu i hope!!
• 3rd week of Sept - WORK :)
• 4th week of Sept- Holidayyyy:)
• 1st week of Oct- AUSSIE PLS. I wished
  

yes another saturday tomorrow :) going to stay in for the afternoon!

I love daddy car rides :) smooth and shiok!

i think im in love with the reservoir & the people rowing there.

next week is my 20th.
the big 2-0 no longer a teen.

got good got bad but still Im feeling good that Im have sortout stuff.
:) Im on a careermission with my bestfriend, Michie Twinnie.
I want to shoutout here for this girl because no matter how much time it takes, hard work to do, she will just do it without complaining, design of poster and even the logo looks easy but much effort is needed. THANK YOU BABE :) and we will work things out together. LOVE YA!

:) School is starting, not excited at all seriously, kinda dread it as well.
:) loves the school pool, oh the damn alumni card is finally here :) swim everyday!
:) really u know, got so many stuff to carry to the place and do alot but noone bothers.

the day i got burnt!


hiding behind that umbrella with 2 mini fans :)


hothothothothothot.
ilovemichie.

HAPPY HAPPY YES LA VERY HAPPY.

SO TODAY MOOD IS EXACTLY LIKE ABOVE.
HALF BRIGHT, HALF SUPER DARK
and for YOUR INFO, this is your BEDOK RESERVOIR :)
not edited, not even a single dot.
on wednesday evening ,
while Rand, WK,Dion & Coach were rowing :D

although between 1pm to 2 pm
I had a very hard time figuring out what I want
feeling so crappy playing WOW, end up cant do my quest.
screamed at the boy, started wailing and crying and screaming.
and cried like nonstop, till eyes lips all swollen.

then when i soother now i realise its all my added up unhappiness & pain.

and the boy made me extremely happy when I found that he got a surprise present for me! and he got it already! and and and I so want to know what it is. HEHEHEHEHE.
Amanda dear got me one too! so i want to know, im dying to know!!!!!

:):):) i heart you really.

and the boy was really patient and nice cos I cried out all my energy and sorrows, thank you.

oh presents do make me a happy girl.

my museum cum library hall:D

working hand in hand ( its rand's and mine btw :])

reading 8 days.
with a bottle of tea.
randomly playing with the ultra touch.

oh i so heart my new samsung ultra touch (: thanks daddy & mummy
teeeheeee. grins*

i need to upload photos. clean the room for the new aircon & phone line. i need to do so much stuff.


when i was wearing my sportsbra today,
i saw how broad my shoulder was and then the difference of my tanlines.
now i know why they keep asking me issit i do some sports- just cos i used to live a taitai life.

oh i redye the roots of my hair and it looks brighter than before
and she charge me more this time. *suck

most of you should know how patient I am.
I may be bitchy sucky or wadever in anyway but still even when im angry,
i will still care and i will still be there;
but no, not this time i guess.
it snapped, i dont know why but it did, the last thing i expected- but i guess u wont be reading
i don know how to answer you when u ask me the last question, doesnt matter.


below is a special note for you all, esp you ( u know who u are)

if the burdens becomes too heavy,
and they seems too much to bear,
you know tt im more than willing to share ur load,
i will always be right there.

im always at the background ,
and this is where i stay,
until the day you give me a call,
i still wont be far away.

I remember the time not long ago
When we laughed and shared it all

NDP @ marina barrage with him:)



had a heavy heart on the way to the place
but felt definitely better later into the night
with the atmosphere over at marina barrage:)
filled with reds, saw some friends there too!


singing the national athemn

loving singapore, am proud of my nation!

If I should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you ev'ry step of the way"

And I will always love you
I will always love you

Bittersweet memories
That is all I'm taking with me

I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of
And I wish to you, joy and happiness
But above all this, I wish you love

Even though the rough times are showing
There's just no way, there's no way
We're part of the same place
We're part of the same time
We both have the same mind
And time and time, we've had so much to see and
I'm not waking up tomorrow morning and finding that there's nobody there

Please dont go away from me stay with me stay with
Tear down the mountains
Yell, scream, and shout like you can say what you want
I'm not walking out
Stop all the rivers, push, strike, and kill..

but i still love you so much.

>> J u nice << says:
even if nobody is there for you
even if nobody listens to you
even if nobody wanna talks to you
even if nobody messages you
even if nobody ask if you're fine
even if nobody talks to u and sound so old
i'll be that nobody

the sweetest ever.
love you sis.

tell me why aint I in the mood to say anything.
tell me why should i even be bothered with people who dont care.
i think jealousy gets over me.
i really hate the feeling of being abandon
i really hate the feeling of know that I will lose the person I treasure most but yet I pretend on.
i really hate the feeling of knowing im nobody but yet i made an extra effort to care and love.
i really hate me being me sometimes, because sometimes i don know what im doing.

i miss your sprining hugs from the back, giving me a peck saying hello bestie! wad you doing?
i miss your bigbig hug when i entered your gatedoor every morning at 8am now
i miss those nights we stayed up till 9pm at the library to rot & bring all our laptop to slack
i miss the time u said:"from today onwards, we will be best friends okay?"
i miss those times when the moment i dropped a tear, you rushed to my side and wipe them off
i miss almost every morning for that week, the msg-ed :"in sch alr, want go biz park?"
i miss french classes with you two.

i just wish to say

• everything i do for ANYBODY ANYONE, is really from the bottom of my heart
• i feel very lucky to know every single one of you as friends
• i know how bitchy i can get at any one point i want my views to be seen as well
• i have never meant to make anyone angry or even hurt anyone
• im sorry for everything that ever happened

i guess im just a dirt on ur shirt that you wished you can wipe washed off but cant..right?
im sorry.
dustinanny:)

Im damn proud of myself , its like my 2nd time to swim freestyle.

Definitely not easy at all, but it was touching how Coach patiently teach me the strokes, how to breathe, how to have smooth entry.

I was suprised he asked me join them to train swimming & its a damn good experience, really & I wont give up learning freestyle :) although its tiring but cos its my first few times, I just got to train and work harder.

oh the way home today,
I msged Keith to take good care
I msged my Adna Baby, that I miss her
she msged:"I was abt to msg you too"
(xin you ling xin,yi dian tong)
I received a msg from XXX :
you did a good job today, was very proud of you,
hope to see you swim laps of freestyle soon.

i love you people:) scroll down for moreeeeeeee posts on e weekends!

2nd August 2009.

OSIM TRIATHALON @ ECP:)
awesome participants & audience who kept encouraging & motivating everyone!

It was b's first race, I was very very worried about how he had to go about it not cos I dun believe in him, in fact I DO, the most somemore! Its just that he didnt have any training for such a thing before. It was very heartwarming everytime he came by his laps and I get to take a photo of him & also encourage him!


Xiuting,Samsee the bday girl & Yanling came down to support Weijie, Coach , WK & B :)
we waited from 11am to 4pm plus.
Despite a fall, proud of him to complete his cycling &
not giving up the run even when he was damn damn exhausted.

The ALMOST GAVE UP HIM, is filled with determination & he strives on for the FINISHER MEDAL:) & yes he did.

:) good job to the rest too.

B on his last 10km run, he was totally exhausted on his final leg of the whole race, motivations from ME ( of cos!) Sam, WeiJie,Yan Ling and Xiu Ting PLUS THE PUBLIC those that do not know him was definitely a great motivation moment for him, could see him doing his best :) VERY VERY PROUD OF YOU SWEETHEART!

!
I waited..

and so did they...( btw it was SAM bday!)

when i saw him running out from the corner of the road,
I smiled widely & I knew it was totally worth the wait from
the 1.5km swim,to the 40km biking & of cos e last 10km run:)

when he run towards me, I felt the heat, I ran along w him & ask him to faster!
( the only one time that I could ever run the same speed as him)

till where sth blocked me & i got to take this special shot.
HIM approaching the finishing line.

:)the finisher medal & of course...

he deserve this:) hahahahaha cos e massage tent close le:)
but its okay! Im willing to do it for you baby:)