Pretty BUSY today!
Met the love :) for B-R-E-A-K-F-A-S-T :D

1. Walked over to Compass point; queue @ the bank
   
2. Created another personal savings account,
   
3. Applied for Debit cards, applied for Ibanking.
4. Bought ingredients for Youtoufoo, left it @ Coldstorage * how smart*
5. Went home and went back to B's house cos forget something impt
6. Went home again, packing up for the new concept :)
7. Going to wash clothes, pack the dressing & make up table
8. Going to sleep for 2 hours later
9. AH MA HOUSE :D
   

:) daily work is online and flexible, well but it gave me greater motivation to work longer hours and harder. The career I build myself with, something I and my loves work it out with our patience and ideas, we will big it big.

Someone asked:" how to break your own heart?"
I answered:"By pretending you dont love care and bother when u really want to, but you know it doesnt matter because they never even rmb you for a minute."

I sometimes hate the ability of me accomodating, keeping quiet and also being too observant. I looked up to some people who has always been to be independent and had great controls of displaying their emotions yet now I dont anymore, they became weaklings in emotions, they grow dependent and behave like kids. That used to be me.. lol how funny.

At times when Im alone, I wonder and ponder with millions of questions pouring into my head, well it happened again. I cant help it to leave myself with no answers. But I cant do much about it at all.

and so now back to WORK, have a safe journey girlfriend.

Mummy is back from the OH-SO-LOVED BANGKOK :)
and I was telling her last night after receiving my loots,that the ticket money which was about 400 plus was replaced with my loved loots, okay its much less than the ticket price.

so I received
5 Sabrina Bras( definitely no cheap at all, @ least 25-28 per piece)
2 Sab 2 Wac silk underwear(: ultra comfort
a super nice simple tee top :) casual outing
facial toner,wash,scrub&mascara from the airport :)
OH THE LOVED BODY LOTIONS ( i have a great fetish for lotions)

a more impt note.
my ongoing project is moving on well& I hope to really bring it to greater heights :)
I truly thank my best gf Michie & bf Randall for believing in me:D really.

so this is what happens, when my perfect comfort world crumbl-ed
better or worst; up to y0u to foresee :)
but its still my dream, my take.
when the comfortworld left me, I felt it was time to get my ass off to start.
To work hard bring sweet returns, is a quote reminder
I tell myself everytime i feel tired of doing this endlessly,
Im not embarrassed to ask my friends for help when I need them,
I just want to make it clear here,when I seek help, I asked and not demand and
when I succeed I hope I will be able to repay all their contributes and support for me .
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oh yes. I got enough of child plays, superficial frienship&pathetic and childish emotional rides of life,backstabbing and badmouthing me in front of others is such a shameful thing.
I m already halfway outta it, and Im going to make it out and strong.
This is the world I should be at, this is the choice I made, respect that.
a place I believe in, and the people who believe in me
My team are working from scratch, an empty plot of land.
none of our parents are giving us any start off capital or loan.
its all from our own pockets,earnings and sweat :)
and I know there is a future awaiting us.


To succeed, I have to go beyond and receive & wider my horizons.

Its the waited Long Weekends :)
B has finally end his torturing long SIP but yet to submit his report
and project -.- so yeah still doing it, taking chunks of his time up!

so the beautiful weekends was spent with the love and love!

FUNFUNFUN!
last night (SUNDAY!) he found this box of microwaveable popcorn
and so we tried in my house! and TADAH! Butter Popcorns in 3 minutes!

also on this beautiful SUNDAY :) went down to PizzaHut and
receive their complimentary meal for us cos I complained of their standard of food &service on my bday! yea cos its on my bday and B's money wasnt worth it, I had to make it right.
So Cora the manager, along with May the supervisor were super ultimate service conscious and attentive to us, providing our food in the right order, with everything great.

They didnt tell us to order the same dishes as we did, in fact they DIDNT even tell me it was complimentary till I asked for the bill. I order similar dishes as my bday meal except for the beefballs, URGH DUN ASK ME WHY I DIDNT, I FORGOT.... SIAN.
They offered me coffee, icecream and any other dishes that I want, they will provide, but I reject the kind offer from them apart from what I had ordered :) SERVICE was PERFECT :)

thank you for showing me your high level of service:)
our butter garlic bread :) with cream of mushroom soup & honey wings!

ICE LEMON TEA was great that day, the taste was right,
the lemons were good, so was the syrup.

i forget to take photos of the awesomely tast pasta, so much better this time round!

HOHOHO that was SUNDAY for you , this was SATURDAY!
baby and I had a HOTBOX each! yummmy :)

oh and dinner @ sengkang some hdb block.

on a sweet lovely rainy cooling FRIDAY:)
the beginning of the LONG WEEKEND.

Baby and I decided to use my bday vouchers to have our PIZZA@Compass Pt :)
then going for a little short shopping before returning back home to prepare for work.

tsktsk, so the boy and I is in YELLOW today :)
feeling happy with baby colours.
going back home tonight to clean up the room
and amaze mama when she is backie!

Mummy is so going to enjoy herself at BKK without me, buying loads of loots, but teehee! I told her to buy some stuff for me already, including internalwears :) makeups and facial care plus my lotions!! Enjoy the weekend ma! buy me my clothes and stuffies! THANKYOU!

so Mama meanwhile, I enjoy myself with a few games of Mahjong, meals and enjoyment :)

over @ novotel. using the BIGBIG mac computer , hoping to steal it home!
:) the other three mac kiosks is filled by 3 airline crews, their english accent is *thumbs up*


anyway, just had awesome dinner with mummy & aunty better teehee,
life's getting better with an upcoming EVENT plus activities for the week.

I NEED TO REPAIR MY WATCH, its killing me to have moist inside,
I hardly see the time.
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so much of arrogance and no respect, what can I say, Im nobody.
Been swimming alot lately, getting tanner and redder :) feeling better.
Venting upsetness, anger in the water, and after shower, feeling love and dote by the BF was great. its nice to be there seeing him complete his laps & runs :)

Quite pekchek to see people talk back ( ting zui), slacking around. Now I can say whatever I want I realise I should stop thinking bout how others feel when no one thought about mine. Being late with an excuse of alarm clock died or wake up late totally amused us, showing attitude to both seniors which I totally just want to shake my head.. Maybe they dont realise but people are looking and observing but o wells.

some impressed me though :)

I loved the past few days where B finished his trainin, then we went to have Chengting cos the weather was eff-ing hot and we bought drinks back home for the day. B's mama was so nice to buy mini magnum and treat us eat :) teeeheee, Ah ma has fallen ill with fever and cough, hope she gets well soon!

oh and please, i thought it was basic manners that the 1st 2 lanes are public lanes no matter what, and if you are using please do not HOG it like nobody business. walking by the wall, swimming like tailgating one stop all stop omg laugh, rest whatever. not as if you people dont know how to swim, today I decided to swim at lane 5 and watch from afar and the one only comment i heard from others:"what the hell are they doing?"

ps: stop acting like a kid and play adult at the same time. no offence but it took me 2 days to decide to write abt it. Even B was tired to question and say anything cos he needs to trains himself as his schedule is tight with projects plus reports and work soon.

if you are unhappy with what I say, click the exit blog, cos this is my blog, I have my say, no questions/comments to be entertained for this post.

its been a week since my bday ; I really glad to have a simple small party although not as what I have expected. I managed to meet up with loves like Julia&Jojo, my 2 busy girls, thank you for the HANDMADE card, super nice! and the cardigon, bringing me warmth everywhere i go:) and AdnaBaby& LeongTeck Kor thank you for the F21 vouchers :) , seriously, its not easy to meet up with them and I really glad they came :) better still, Nancy, Debbie, Haiping :) my internship-girls, totally so glad they came with all the boyfriends too :) and thank you babes for the loccainte lotion & shower gel , totally LOVE IT.

Janice & Tekai came :) they bought me this MahjongPillow:) which I totally like it alot, with a smiley ball :) which I hang it at my wardrobe & WINNIEPOOH waterbottle, super cute and super heart it :) Thank you!

the rest came on 5thSept:), thanks for taking the time to come.

I heart my Polaroid Camera from the Boyfriend, the treats he gave and everything he did for me. Thank you papa and mama for what you have done for me too :) & Jiejie of cos.
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apart from this, I have decided to take a step back from everyone else except the usual loves :) cos some stuff happened last week and I thought I was just being petty and got over it on the day but I realise I cant get over it cos Im a 死爱面子 person.

There is this saying :"Some people put up walls not to keep everyone out;is to see who cares enough to break them down"

Dont fucking ask me how embarrassing it will be or it was or even if it exists cos YOU ARE NOT ME. Seriously Im not angry about it, jst this FUCKEDup feeling in me. I couldnt be as nice as I wished I can.

3 infos , 2 said on the night u know, 1 the next day, even when I told you someone will be settling it, including me. I dont care now if they keep saying that you feel bad, or you meant well, I KNOW YOU MEANT WELL, but have you thought of how I feel? oh no you felt you were doing the right thing so you did right? I hate this , I fucking hate this okay.

and to this person<-- Dont say I put all the blame to her, I never blame her now, I BLAME MYSELF AND FUCK I DONT NEED ANY FUCKING SYMPATHY FROM ANY OF U. those who care naturally cares.

Oh he got me a POLARIOD CAMERA and its like the instant mini 7 :D



tralala HAPPY BIG 2-0 TO ME :)

IHADFUN over the weeekends.
I GOT SO MUCH TO SAYYYY.
but firstly im very very thankful for people like
JOSH ARUND and OF COS THE BOYFRIEND
they are always there for me when i need them.

:D for the stayovers . for the cakes and of cos for SUNDAY :) the flea. THANK YOU.


anyway! thank you for all ur pressies, cards,sms-es and wishes :)

they are alot of pictures i wanna post but for the actual day spent with him for now first alright!
midnight BDAY celebration :) bananachococake! thank you dear.

over to DINGTAIFUNG for lunch treat by him :D so sweet,
he ordered all my favourite dishes

he was very nice to buy the icecream I heart to eat :)


pizzahut for dinner super filing and nice; i love it :)
the beefballs and BUTTERBREAD plus spagggg of cos the companion.

butterbread and beeefballs wheee!

home about 9 plus, mummy got a cake for me! :)
thank you mummyy, receive presents and card on my bed waiting for me!

with dada the bear! so cuteeee.

love the high heels earring holder :)

i love this Intern-mates now girlfriends group of people!
these girls has always been there thruout the intern time
and I have enjoyed very much with them.
including ALL BOYFRIENDS :)

oh the drinking game but I only drank soft drinks!