Wednesday, September 23, 2009

:) daily work is online and flexible, well but it gave me greater motivation to work longer hours and harder. The career I build myself with, something I and my loves work it out with our patience and ideas, we will big it big.

Someone asked:" how to break your own heart?"
I answered:"By pretending you dont love care and bother when u really want to, but you know it doesnt matter because they never even rmb you for a minute."

I sometimes hate the ability of me accomodating, keeping quiet and also being too observant. I looked up to some people who has always been to be independent and had great controls of displaying their emotions yet now I dont anymore, they became weaklings in emotions, they grow dependent and behave like kids. That used to be me.. lol how funny.

At times when Im alone, I wonder and ponder with millions of questions pouring into my head, well it happened again. I cant help it to leave myself with no answers. But I cant do much about it at all.

and so now back to WORK, have a safe journey girlfriend.