Had a really great one whole week off from work, home and all.
It was a good one that kinda end a lil ..
Anyway its time to go back to my real working world:)

So for the past 1.5month of leave, I been to a club, and met really nice new people:)
Went for another dangerous mission operation, went do some voluntary work over at the mountains & of course did more and more interviews :)

Been eating quite little but doing well still,
Really glad that I had my loves being there for me
when I was down esp during those times when I was pinned down , sick and all.

like since when u everever see me drink ? haha now you do!

ALOT ASKED me:
"eh you were like the anti-drinker,anti-smoker,hate loud music and all, why suddenly become like that?" Yes I do club, I do drink ( very bad one, all the gfs also laugh at me), smoke..hah twice only * sompa, only very very recently in fact
4th November, ButterFactory.

So I guess I got to clarify that it wasnt cos of anyone in particular,
I have always like dancing just that I have yet to try it at a club,

Secondly it was for my most recent reports that is due in Jan 09touching on the topic"nightlife of a younger generation"and I had to write on someone's life, why enter nightlife and all..end up I discovered more than I had and people I met became my friends.
& got affected on what to write.

for the whole 1.5 mths, out of handling kids, out of being the regular good girl that stays at home & work, out of being me..
I learnt alot and in fact grew up alot.
I am already matured enough for my age, but I just had to act stupid a lil at times.
I been doing so much, studying working and doing all the community stuff,and being attached and all for the past almost 6 - 7 years,
that I forg0t who I really am and really want.

I just a 20 year old, who wish to have fun for awhile, which was the reason why I practically enjoy myself for the past week, relax at a friend's place, got to know more people, went to the zoo, had pinic,
home baking sessions and all

(WITHIN A WEEK), and the people are really friendly, and their jokes are totally :), they provided a different kind of family feeling, something that never have I expected, I felt so comfortable & wish I can have it longer.

never had I imagined myself going over to west coast/clementi ,
to me it was super ulu.
It wasnt the best place,
but it has a quiet senerity & pace of life seems slower.
& it was a total different experience and all. They brought me to a level where I really wish I can be that normal girl with no huge responsibilities and worries.

Initially I had a motive, and I ended up with another.

I just want to say that I dont have to lie or pretend to be someone else, when I know one day when u know me well enough, u will be able to judge who I really am.

and I was glad when someone asked me to believe, I did or else I will never know the real you, and you were different from who everyone thought u were.

:)