when i watched your videos on your fb, i understand the life you had : Simple yet happy


and iwishedsomehow when you appeared in my life, you will stay and not leave.
I do not know how to explain matters as its really beyond my ability to convince you anymore. I just wish you would see this, Im sorry if you really think I didnt trust you and also lied to you. I apologise cos I realise how much I appreciate your friendship and all, the times we talked. I shall just .. wait cos everytime I try, I get ignored.

Everytime I bring myself one step up to you, I end up 2 steps further from you.


(: anyway been having a great weel, photos upload soon:)