I dont know how to express the feelings and the pain in me,
its so jumbled up and torturing every split minute.
But instead of lying on the bed, just to sleep,
I embraced the pain, bearing the tears back
and do whatever I felt like doing.

All the pain came after I seen the doctor,
the rush of blood and fear, rises in me,
my hands felt cold, but I was lucky, I had dearest with me.

The one who held me tight, hold me close, encouraging me to stay strong
every single time I felt like blacking out.

At times, I got up, walked a few paces here and there,
Not knowing where I was going &what the hell I was doing either,
Weird but it made me felt better.

When I see his wounds, I felt so helpless,
I know his pain wasnt any much lesser than mine at all.

Those open wounds, as we sat together and do some re-dressing.

With those wounds, cuts, burnts and bumps, seeing me running a fever on and off,he set off to the kitchen, to cook soup
(leanmeat,potato,carrot,mushroom,egg inside) which totally tasted awesome and I had more than 2 bowls of them. He even whipped up pasta with sauce (: not forgetting our potato cutlet too.

and this is what I said:" Dear, I dont mind having these for the rest of my life" Yes, more than HAPPY(:
pls pain, pls go away. pls.

ps: I appreciate every kiss you give, every single effort you made, every dishes you cooked. I love you. 



Special thanks to : Steph, Tracy,Chum,Mich Lim and Kelvin (: