Laughter is 
fat-free,
salt-free,
non-taxable,
environmentally safe and
constantly renewable (:

I was reading 大姐's blog, then
I remembered my honeymoon period with Boyfriend lasted for only 4-6 hours, 

and ever since then my fairytale love life begins!

(: Boyfriend never fails to make me smile and laugh very hard till I feel my stomach cramping up and all. Even his silliest word and action can make my smile last for sometime.
then I read on to certain sentences:

" we seem to be running out of topics to engage in a long conversations,
we seem to be losing our patience/temper with each other more easily,
we seem to be arguing more often.maybe i am being just too demanding, being just too over-sensitive.my mind starts to wonder again, feeling insecure yet once more. "

and then I went missing late nights, where Boyfriend rides me out ( we still do,just not so much) we will sit on walls, outside macs or anywhere just to have a nice long heart to heart conversations, then we went on to KeppelBay(:

I also miss the times, when he anticipated to read my dailyblogentries, and stay up just a little while more for me to update them while talking to me on the phone before taking a nap.I miss those times we laid low on the platform,watching the skies at 4am with stars shining after a day of outing or clubbing.

But I can never complain about it because whats happening now, is so much more happier and more fond memories has been added into our lives. We been to many eating places, we got to understand each other better and we realise we do have the almost the same characters, thats prolly why we never had an agrument but rather petty squabbles
(we should just see how fast we solve this: making out settles them all.) Thru the months we been together, I can say prolly able to compared with what some couples have in years, especially my past relationship of 3years plus.

Ups and downs, boyfriend has never given up on me, assuring me to be strong and to have faith and trust in him, in us which Im glad I did. HAHA my dearest sleeping god whom I declared the almost perfect boyfriend is so proud of being one(:

I have never felt neglected, alone or anything there, all I feel was his utmost care and true love for me. Even when he is so so damn tired or sick, he still made sure Im well and happy before even caring for himself,silly love, and for me, I did the same for him.

His every single actions of a tender loving boyfriend , the dream perfect man of every girls' dream is MINE(: and I know we will always be together thru everything. HAHA. He says we are just one very cute couple who can just shout messages for each other in public places like SGH or squabble with each other to PURPOSELY get on each other's nerves.
I repeat PURPOSELY. reason: see her/his reaction, DAMN CUTE (: cheap thrills, pure happiness.



Patting & singing me to sleep(lullabys okay, not r&b music) is the best ever thing I could ever want to ask for (: 3rd month is coming in 02 days time! LOVE!

It doesn't matter where we go, as long as we are together in our hearts that all matters.Thats our telepathy,together forever you always say. Remembering the little treasured moments may be an easy job for many, not for me. Reading my blog entries, post-its and my diaries allow me to remember impt stuff that I should. Photos bring me memories of who was and is still there for me with whatever circumstances that comes.

What if one day, I have run out of sweet things to tell you, brain cells to remember everything about us, will you blame me? Will you forget me? Will you still be there to support me?What if one day, I no longer remember you? Will you still chase after me?What if one day, I have no courage to tell you that Im almost letting go and prays hard for some strength to carry on loving and caring as each day passes?

pessimistic; i am.
disappointed too.
didnt realise how impt the results meant to me:(

KINDERJOY.KINDERSURPRISE.KINDERMARLBORO.

( FYI: I never smoke!)

THE LOVE KNOWS ME LOVE KINDER FAMILY (: with TOYS

Look at him so cutely, sitting outside 7/11 fixing my ChuChuTrain for me(:

Yesterday we got a truck and a robot plus a goat! HOWCUTELAH.

(: I'm such a happy girl! cos boyfriend bought me a 

PRE-3rdmthanniversary present

SURPRISE SURPRISE!

Thank You, Love. 

A simple daynight affair(: makes me feel the beat.

Look how adorable, my love is. The bag&"sleepingod" he got me (:

 Cineleisure'sKoufu Western Set Meal + Best companion = Awesome de lor[:

ITS MUMMY BIRTHDAY(:

LOVELOVELOVEYOU!

Dearest Boyfriend placed 3 stalks of pretty flowers at my door-gate

not for me but for the birthday lady at 12 midnight of 23rdMarch'10

Much love!

Mama so prettily dressed-up for the dinner (:, my prettiest mommy ever.

(: the long awaited: The Line.

Looking at the birthday card, Baby & Me gave her.

Frigging fresh seafood, my mother's and my love(:

I had about 10 oysters(: each from different countries and states!

HappybdayMummy! Stay pretty and well-loved!

Mummy, Baby and Me(:

Polaroid LOVE.

How quirky and silly, this couple is(:

Heart the man.

The Man of My Life

One who dedicated most of his time almost 99% to

 loving, caring and doting me.

I want to complain! Bf always steal my 8days and leave me with extra leaflets to read :[


But still my love! Muacks(:

Had a good dinnnner with mama bb and uncle(: awesomeee~
superyummy! I had like 10 oysters and much more teehee. What's more impt is that I got to enjoy with mummy&boyfriend!

(: happpygirl!

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Baby bought me my" sleeping god" (: so cute and cuddly, tsktsk! Make me a happppy girl.



He has to make my night shine so bright with a lovely bag (: so pretty! Thank you love((:


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You + Me

At the Beach

Sitting on the swing with the sand

Underneath our pretty feet

Just above us, there it was

Planes flew high and loud

Pushing me from the back

Swinging up high there

Smiling to bits

Couldn't feel much happier

Time to leave 

You stopped my swing

Put on my pretty shoes

Lips on locked on mine

Holding on my hands

Telling me

"We will come back soon,again"

Hugging me from the back

Strolling with smiles and kisses

Back to the bike

Hugging you on the long journey home

(: 

He said:"long journeys to Bedok & Changi then back to 

Bukit Panjang is worth it, in exchange for your smiles,all worth it."

When all I need is him, his love and his trust (:

I promised to never think of leaving him ever again. 
9/2/2010 1:32:35 AM A to M M hearts A you listen to me

9/2/2010 1:32:42 AM A to M M hearts A you dont need to be strong

9/2/2010 1:32:44 AM A to M M hearts A just let go

9/2/2010 1:32:51 AM A to M M hearts A and i will give u e directions 

9/2/2010 1:32:53 AM A to M M hearts A in life

9/2/2010 1:54:45 AM A to M M hearts A we are the same 

9/2/2010 1:54:46 AM A to M M hearts A remember that 

9/2/2010 1:54:48 AM A to M M hearts A =D 
10/2/2010 9:45:40 PM A to M M hearts A (: dont worry babyyyy 

10/2/2010 9:45:49 PM A to M M hearts A (: we will brave thru all odds


reading her posts, over and over again. 
I know Im not supposed to and I just did.
feelings overwhelmed while chatting with Adna Baby on msn about our BFs
inferiority sinks in but I know ,I can be the best gf ever just like how he is to me.
(:


I trust and I dwell,he is my pillar of strength,so am i,is his.
We see a future together,we are so much in love.

everydaycomesby.

mylovedosageforyouincreases.

youreverytouch,everykiss

lingersverymuchthru'24/7

funnyhow,wedidntgettiredofseeingeachothereveryday

forpast8odays.filled with things to do and places to go.

everything in our lives are perfectly matched just like the jigsawpieces.

it touches me that you were willing to / BEEN: 

• sacrific-ing your sleep, to takecare of the sick me
  
  
• getting up late/missed sch, cos you were to exhaust over the previous night
  
  
• spending your every single minute of life with me(:
  
  
• not complaining to help and provide me with endless love&care when you are injured yourself and is in pain
  
  
• giving in,taking in to my non-sense and ourlil'pettysquabbles
  ( you should see just how cute we can get , tsk)
  
  
• TOO SIMILAR TO ME in everyway we feel, speak,do-s,choose and react.AIYA can I just rephrase this like what you say always :
• "WE WORK THE SAME WAY."
  
  
• the ONE&ONLY TEOHCHIAYONG who is able to make my heart flutter every single time I take a glance at you, smiling alone in my heart, feeling all the love you gave.
  
  
• allowing me to DOODLE on your plain walls of ROOM, with my little artworks(:

• bring me wherever I want to go , feel like going and this applies to eating
  
  
• COMPARING WHO IS MORE GUAILAN with who,loving each other more after every little tiny pokes,tickles,laughterand hugs.

THANKYOUFOR养-ing我这个HAMTARO 

到白白胖胖，very胖already until DaddyMummyAhma all complaining :(

 I really wonder what poison you sting into my parents to keep ASKING FOR&ABOUT YOU(: and you got into my grandparents goodbooks as well. hurhur, win already lor, KINGOFSCORPIOS,mysleepinggod.

eh: where is my pasar malam?

eheh: my ahball-ing?

eheheh: can you dont name our child COCONUT but rather FIDDELY?

eheheheh: I haven see sinseh ehhhhhh :(

eheheheheh:can you bike over? IMMISSINYOUSOBADLY

EH! I dont mean to 'A' you, cos only when I 'A' you , then u will 'B' me.

Its not funny when I type out this sentence, but when u say, its damn funny. DAMNit!

LOVEYOUHUBBY.nightnight

GOODMORNINGLOVE(:

♥y0umanymuchmax,te0hchiay0ng.

spending every single day with you for the past 2 months and 19 days, is AWESOME.

MYSILLYBABY, just like you said, one day we will write our lovestory and everyone will definitely want to have a read or say in it, because this

 ♥ we have is totally SO AMAZING(:

Teehee. I been so blessed with the BF, been really sick
 these days and hopefully everything will just be fine.

This man has been having sleepless nights,
 cos he's been awfully sweet and patient to takecare of me interms of me, being in headbangspain,and heartightcramps.

Hubby is so ADORABLY SWEET(:

he brought me to sit a swing today, knowing I didnt sit one and been anticipating for it.

He cooked for me at an unearthly 4:40am with all his ♥

 when I was feeling feverish and unwell + hungry.

HAPPY50thBIRTHDAYDADDYLOVE!

girlfriend dont worry Im okay. loveyou

1. The most selfish 1 letter word: I. Avoid it.
2.  The most satisfying 2 letter word: We. Use it. 
3. The most poisonous 3 letter word: Ego. Kill it. 
4. The most used 4 letter word: Love. Value it. 
5. The most pleasing 5 letter word: Smile. Keep it. 
6. The fastest spreading 6 letter word: Rumour. Ignore it.
7.  The hardest working 7 letter word: Success. Achieve it. 
8. The most enviable 8 letter word: Jealousy. Distance it.
9.  The most powerful 9 letter word: Knowledge. Acquire it. 
10. The most essential 10 letter word: Confidence. Trust it.

youalwaysmakeme fallin ♥ withyou over&over&overagain.
ourloveisreallymagical justlikeafairytale
younevergaveuponmeneitherwouldiEVER,
youwouldbringmetowhereveriwishtogo,
youletmedowhateveriwant youhardlyeversayno,
youneverlostyourcoolwithme,
youaresopatientwithmymostirritatingwhines&utmostrequests
youalwaysputmeinfrontofyourself
youratherloseyourprecioussleepthenletmebealoneawake
youareoneinamillionandineverwanttoloseyou
ourlovestoryisonethatmostarewishingfor
ourlovedoingsaresomethingthatpeopleareenviousof
when they know what we been through within in short 2.5mths, they would be fascinated.

am I proud or what?
cos it felt like a lifetime of happiness with you&I never want it to ever STOP.

tsksk its 2:39am. i cant frigging sleep :(:( annnooooyeeedddd.

so why would a boyfriend stay when his girlfriend memory 

just de·te·ri·o·rate as each hour passes by
and soon will forget him too.

as much as she doesnt want to, she is afraid it
will happen sooner than she expected.

we often laugh-ed it off.
but when it really happens,
what would you do if you are the boyfriend
or rather the girlfriend?

Imissmyboyfriendalot.like itsjustonenightwithouthim.
seeing the hurt pain and tears, i
t just break my heart over and over again.

--

When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To hear u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes 
(just the way you always do,bf!)
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forget that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late

(just like the first night, u came to meet me,1hr late!)
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway


That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

feelingdamnguiltybadandlousy.
ontheotherhand,he is the best at makingmelaughathiscutestjokesever
like him naming our children: Coconut or peanut. tsk inside jokes,
and I will call one: brocolli just to irritate him(:

Memory hasnt been on a great side, he kept reminding me about the accident that might have caused it.
Bad headache, unable to remember much stuff, sleeping in and out, bad dreams and heart cramps.
SIGH. IM SO MA-FAN!

What I know, from what I feel as well, he kept repeating patiently,letting me know everything is going to be just fine and holds my and with his eyes and lips locked to mine. How sweet (: I know I meant alot to him and vice versa. We didnt plan for all these to happen, we just took a step as we go along and we are doing just great. We had another minor accident today again, hope he recovers from his cuts and little wounds there. I know its hurting, my heart aches :(
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me♥ucleaningmyears,justlikehowu♥itwhenIdoitforyou

me♥upokemyblackheads,justlikehowu♥itwhenIdoitforyou

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He is the nicestloveliestsexiestcutestcraziestnoisiest, the most hugg-able,kissable and patient man ever, I got the 99.9%perfect boyfriend, who I dreamt of and got my dream came true. You think yours is like mine almost perfect? THINK TWICE(: this is how PROUD and DAMN CONFIDENT of mine. Yea but still perfect anot , what meant the most is whether he loves you truly from the bottom of his heart anot and MINE does FYI. lol :D:D

I wish I can make him the happiest man ever.

Just like the way he made me the happiest woman ever.

loveyoumydearestla0gong,

the most

demandingcheesyirritatingannoyingfunnysweetestgentleman

ever.

ILOVEYOU.
sleepwell,goodnight.

lovelove.

colours to your wall.

To him:

Thank you for all you have done for Daddy and me today, I really appreciated it and silly you, one who never like crowds, walk in and out for a few hrs in 2 days with me, with no complaints even in HUNGERpangs,LOVEYOU!
Effortlessly asking around, carrying items that are bulky and constantly looking out for me. How sweet can you get? Im sorry for stuff I say, though pretty much 100 % sure that I dont mean them. I love you dear, thank you for everything.


To your 11th March post: 

I know how tough it was that night when you called,
I am apologetic I wasnt physically there for you on that particular night.
Im glad that even through a phone call, I manage to convince you home,
Im happy that through this incident, brought us even closer than normal gfs.

My dearest bestie, I know how much it meant to you, as much as it meant to me.
Its was totally the same when I had my toughest time, I called nobody but you who
were not more than a friend , not less than a stranger but yet you invited me over your place
the next day and was there every SINGLE day for me, never left my side, always there.

The silly weeks we spent together, tearing, talking about those 2 jerks to
the pretty weeks of clubbing, hanging out, doing some shopping together.
I know gf,(:
and every time I see you, its the same old feeling of a younger sister (:

To your 12th March post:

EH I NOT KUKU LA! and I know you worry , I will do a check up soon..really.

been a naughty girl
feeling whiny needy lousy and grouchy
i'm sick :(

• already missing your kisses though I got them a few mins ago
• already missing your hug though I just got up from them
• already missing your smell ((((((:
• already hungry waiting for you to cook for me again
• missing late nights at random roads/parks.
• missing playing sparklers with the cutest guy ever.
• missing walks and heartoheartalks with the love.
• missing cooking steamboat/laksa with the hottest cook ever.
• missing clubbing solo with the sexiest.
• missing cooking sessions at the best gf who only uses her eyes
• missing moments we go shopping
• missing the times we go high over at clubs
• missing the gossiping period we had non-stop about YOU-KNOW-WHO
• missing the weeks where you and I just NUA from your room to your kitchen
  to your living room back to the kitchen to the room and sleep then off to Butter and club
  
• missing the silly times we had letting our tears flow and know we are there for each other always.
• missing the way how we can just sit side by side, in silence and burst out in laughter randomly
• missing you two always.

I dont ask for more, just a little more time. For my love, for my parents and my girlfriends plus brother.  Please stop hurting, please. Im almost there, dont give up on me yet...

When the rain is blowing in your face,
and the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
to make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
and there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
to make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
but I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
no doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
to make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
and on the highway of regret.
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free,
you ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
to make you feel my love

Me loving you, I cant control

You loving me, I cant resist

I woke up instantly with only 3 hours of sleep, feeling a lil grouchy but more than willing to be awake, cos' Mama asked if I wanted to have Mac Breakfast and do some marketing with her(: I used to say no no no but this time, I treasure-ed it so much. Though I hate it when mummy used to pull my legs off the bed to get me up EVERYSUNDAYMORNING for nothing, this time.. I laugh it off and disturb-ed her back.

Seeing her motherly love, and smile while we chat about work,lotteries and life plus this time including my love life. Coffee has always been the best connection drink between mummy and me(:

Its been 5 long years, I enter-ed a wet market. When I entered, familiar faces I seen 13 years ago, the uncle who sells vegetables, the couple who have their daughter now with them selling poultry, my favourite Bakhu stall (Uncleteng still gives me a packet as usual just like old times, telling me how long he has not seen me around)and the flower stall, where my beautiful blue roses and tulips stand there, fresh and bright.

I remembered I started buying lotteries, was because talking about totos, 4ds and big sweep, brought mummy and me slightly closer because I will understand what she is talking about, and numbers I dreamt, I share with her and when she wins, it makes her really happy. I starting drinking coffee, because I wanted mum to save up on buying milo and horlicks so that to minimise expenditure and also to have her make that cuppa coffee for me. Not that Im lazy, but its something I just love to have it from her. When it was milo and horlicks, she will ask me to do it alone. Then we went Tanglin mall to sell things, we will get starbucks and laugh over those trickling coffee drips(: Both mummy and I, may have arguments, quarrels but ultimately, we know we love each other alot.

A random 3pages-long text of someone just came in, I smiled & I teared.

:"Hellothere myfavouritegossipgirl, how have you been?Its been long since we steamboat-OMGed together, you are so blessed with your gfs and boyfriend. Been to almost half round the globe, and everytime I get to steamboat or highteas, I will rmb our Taitai's lifestyle. Where facials, nails, highteas and shopping for the boyfriends were our priority.Girl I just want to tell you that, no matter what you are facing in the roads to come, be it rough or smooth, I might be at another corner of the earth, but you know, deep down there Im here for you.I got a hunch, you are awaiting a lovable sms from me so HERE I AM, JUST FOR YOU! Wait till Im back,loving you always."

wow. really, its been so long now that you have mention-ed it. 2 years plus since I last saw you(: everymonth your long handwritten letters from all over the world still come and I await even though we have advance technologies, but letters bring more heartfelt feelings. I thank for your friendship girl, ur unches do work well even when we are a thousand miles apart huh(:

Play me a song, sing to me a lifetime. 

I want to be yours and only yours.

Love,

Michelle.

 

and guess what(:

 Perfect to me, you, Aloysius Teoh is. The beauty inside of you is miraculous. 

 You are more beautiful than anything I have every seen in my life. 

Just take a look in the mirror and you'll know what I mean. 

I know I can't give you the whole world, but I can promise you I will always love you. 

My heart is yours, and even though I know I’ll make mistakes, I will never break your heart. 

I’ll be right beside you as we chase our dreams together. 

Thank you for loving me the way no one can. You understand me and knew just how to make things right. 

You will never know just how much I love you, I will spend the rest of my days trying to show you. 

Fighting is never an option and seeing you is always as sweet as the first time. 

No matter what, there will never be another for me and I will always keep you treasured.

Every beat of my heart fills more and more with your love. 

You are the most beautiful person in the world, inside and out. 

I love you.

Romance : the attempt to express love with words or deeds, feelings of excitement associated with love.

 LOVE: a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person

Caught Dear John, touching indeed. All about a long distance relationship and personal responsibility.

Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there.

Loving someone and being loved brings happiness.

Mystery and a kind of mysticism surround love.

Love is patient, love is kind;
love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude.
Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful;
it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right.
Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never ends.