I woke up instantly with only 3 hours of sleep, feeling a lil grouchy but more than willing to be awake, cos' Mama asked if I wanted to have Mac Breakfast and do some marketing with her(: I used to say no no no but this time, I treasure-ed it so much. Though I hate it when mummy used to pull my legs off the bed to get me up EVERYSUNDAYMORNING for nothing, this time.. I laugh it off and disturb-ed her back.

Seeing her motherly love, and smile while we chat about work,lotteries and life plus this time including my love life. Coffee has always been the best connection drink between mummy and me(:

Its been 5 long years, I enter-ed a wet market. When I entered, familiar faces I seen 13 years ago, the uncle who sells vegetables, the couple who have their daughter now with them selling poultry, my favourite Bakhu stall (Uncleteng still gives me a packet as usual just like old times, telling me how long he has not seen me around)and the flower stall, where my beautiful blue roses and tulips stand there, fresh and bright.

I remembered I started buying lotteries, was because talking about totos, 4ds and big sweep, brought mummy and me slightly closer because I will understand what she is talking about, and numbers I dreamt, I share with her and when she wins, it makes her really happy. I starting drinking coffee, because I wanted mum to save up on buying milo and horlicks so that to minimise expenditure and also to have her make that cuppa coffee for me. Not that Im lazy, but its something I just love to have it from her. When it was milo and horlicks, she will ask me to do it alone. Then we went Tanglin mall to sell things, we will get starbucks and laugh over those trickling coffee drips(: Both mummy and I, may have arguments, quarrels but ultimately, we know we love each other alot.

A random 3pages-long text of someone just came in, I smiled & I teared.

:"Hellothere myfavouritegossipgirl, how have you been?Its been long since we steamboat-OMGed together, you are so blessed with your gfs and boyfriend. Been to almost half round the globe, and everytime I get to steamboat or highteas, I will rmb our Taitai's lifestyle. Where facials, nails, highteas and shopping for the boyfriends were our priority.Girl I just want to tell you that, no matter what you are facing in the roads to come, be it rough or smooth, I might be at another corner of the earth, but you know, deep down there Im here for you.I got a hunch, you are awaiting a lovable sms from me so HERE I AM, JUST FOR YOU! Wait till Im back,loving you always."

wow. really, its been so long now that you have mention-ed it. 2 years plus since I last saw you(: everymonth your long handwritten letters from all over the world still come and I await even though we have advance technologies, but letters bring more heartfelt feelings. I thank for your friendship girl, ur unches do work well even when we are a thousand miles apart huh(:

Play me a song, sing to me a lifetime. 

I want to be yours and only yours.

Love,

Michelle.