Am so proud of being his girl.
Managing my temper & forgetfulness, tough indeed.
Time has proven all, just like how u use to say.
Always able to bring my smile across nevertheless.
Reminiscing our first few days together was nothing but
Obviously awesome.
He always keep to his promises, he always do.
Whether within his means anot, he tries his best.
and when I always ask why do you do so much for me?
The answer is very simple and I know its true.
He said:"cos I love you, anything for that smile of yours"
The best ever !
(: just a simple catching toy game machine, he ain't obliged to get me every single soft toy I want, he could get something he like, or play for the jackpot or once he got it, he stops.
But he don't, he knows what I like, he tries his best to get them, and that the thrill between us for it is growing. Its like I have got not much of money to play, cos Im still in debts sadly, so B uses his spare cash to make me happy. Once I'm back to 100%, I gonna work to return debts :( A simple couple, who needs cheap/expensive thrills, ain't materialistic at all.
Most people know nothing about my condition,
well not even my gfs. Its like hard to explain and hard to be believed, that kinda.
And this boy here, has to take control of the situation and always be there, in fear of me forgetting again.Not that I don't want to spend private moments with some, its just you wont know what to do when something happens to me kinda and I cant afford to risk anything at all, not now. Its not hard to understand at all, I'm just not the usual me? The one that protects and loves and cares for all she can, cos NOW I DON'T HAVE THE ABILITY TO. I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING WEAK LOUSY FORGETFUL USELESS and guess what? the only ones 5 of them,who constantly pour love and care, no matter how much I been neglecting them, being unselfish knowing that I cant do much for them now, unable to be there when they need me, I know who they are, and I'm grateful to them. Im sorry but anything can happen to me as long as he is not with me, I need him.
Ain't that I don't want to get better.
Every time a cold wind blow, it fucks me up.
The ankle , that wrist ; urgh. RECOVER please.
its adding to my $%*#$& when I'm such a HAPPY girl.
annoying, how. and the brain is fried.
PROLLY ITS TIME TO BE MORE OPTIMISTIC.
Every time a cold wind blow, it fucks me up.
The ankle , that wrist ; urgh. RECOVER please.
its adding to my $%*#$& when I'm such a HAPPY girl.
annoying, how. and the brain is fried.
PROLLY ITS TIME TO BE MORE OPTIMISTIC.