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its updated.

Its been sometime since I blogggg-ed.

Been busy being in <3 and preparing up for my next major project.

Been missing life in Germany&Frankfurt.

the cold weather, the company of fun&excitement.

Tsk, Im gonna earn enough to bring my Mummy over there & much more places!

plus boyfriend has been reallllly sweet (: to bring me everywhere& he promised to bring me travel soon! TSK, happiness!

I got stuff to do, many on the lists.

Sigh. More money PLEASE!

Fairytales always start with “Once Upon A Time”

But the best stories of our lifes start with “I met someone” or “I was high”.

Well, let me tell you something:

I was high,

when I met you.

And it changed everything.

when insensitive prolongs, it bitters the other party leading to major emotional breakdown. No matter what is going to be done, it'll never be the same again. The impatience of slow walks,bitterness of slightest comment uprises when one misses the sweetness of long ♥2♥ chats,simplicity of chilling just by e bay. Cherish before its byebye, the time left can be chosen to be filled w happiness or drowned w sorrows 

♥ M

When you have low red blood cell count you may feel:

• Fatigued
• Weak
• Short of breath 
• Increase in your heart rate
• Dizzy or lightheaded when you change positions quickly

If you suffer from low red blood cell count, you may experience:

• Headaches
• Chest Pain
• Pale skin

When you suffer from low blood platlet count you may notice:

• Increased bruising
• Petechiae (red dots on your skin described above)
• Bleeding from nose, gums, rectum

 

To: Bf,Steph&Mich

 so this is what is happening.

awesomely b.r.o.k.e

btw, I worked for an event on Sat, it was good.

there's another on 28th.

22nd is a JOM D&D, with B and my family.

Tralalala, stay home night aint that bad.

shopped clothes with the boyfriend and mama(:

went out dinner with the bf, at a really old school hawker centre.

 the rest at the bridge in betwen flyer, under helix was (:

it made me smile ,so HAPPY.

though it was just a short while,

it meant so much.

theglamourouslife.


can you please enlighten me?




I want to turn back time to where I was happiest.

its no longer the same as before.
I'm a person who hate changes, a tiny lil ones affects me as much.
There used to be much patience and tolerance.
Now its seems, every small action or thing I do is wrong.
Getting bombarded by the parents which I thought was enough, wasnt the end.
I didnt contact the girlfriends on purpose and I saw the result that I expected.
Well,I start writing a letter, hoping to write another soon but no I wont write another anymore.


I want to go for a drink, good music and space out on my own.
I need  a pen & paper to scribble stuff.
I need to get drunk and sleep, AMEN.


For better or worst, its really up to one's views.
To me, sometimes I like it , most of the times I dont.
Its been 4 nights :( since the last time something happened.
Its been 2months since I got to Keppel Bay.
Its been a month since I ate Aloy'sfriedrice


Its like these small little things as well.
Its not about how long, its the absence of it.
Its about how much I treasure and misses them.


Brain cells drying up,
Rashes on arms appearing,
Headache flu & a fucking bad cough
Swelling and hurting ankle sucks


Other than that, BB has been so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! to get me all my winnie the poohs and other cute little toy available to be caught! He's so nice and sweet right. tsktsk, always making me happy at my down times! KEEP SNORING, <3


it doesnt matter much anyway, 
cos even when things go back on track
when they return to what they used to me
I prolly already move on from the yearning to forget.


and also dont use an excuse of me not coming on msn that often to take it as a reason to say you never come online what,how to talk. FUCK  no HP ah, no FB message or comment ah?! JUST DAMN LAZY, Im so sick and tired of organising and texting left and right to meet up, cant you ppl communicate too? 


and fuckyou, if you used an excuse of you got ur bf now what, dont need us already.
IF I DONT NEED YOU, I WONT EVEN BOTHER TO CARE AND CONTACT YOU.
stop giving me all the lan jiao excuses.


Im grateful for my bestfriends, Michie and Stephie(: always being there for me no matter what, broke or not. I cant stand it when some friends goes out with you, eat good foood, expects me to pay the bill though they always say later I return you the half amount. It never comes, it NEVER, its been 2.5 yearssssss!!! btw I owe Demi a treat to bakerzin, coming soon babe, working for moolahs now!


PLEASE DONT EVER USE you seem very happy now in your fb now ma,
SO WHAT THE FUCK, IM HAPPY YES, BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN I FORGET YOU RIGHT? THAT DOESNT MEAN THAT YOU ARE NOT MY GF / BRO RIGHT?  another shit excuse to say that I dont need them ma, please la. Cos Im of no use to you at the moment , or rather dont need me to do anything already then we stop talking okay. DONT BULLSHIT ME. 


I celebrate birthdays yes, but only for people who deserves it.You dont pop out of nowhere asking eh where is my present ? cos can I ask u, what about my birthday did you give me anything? Can I ask you, just cos you WANT A PRESENT, YOU TALK TO ME FOR THE SAKE OF A PRESENT? WTF.


fucking worst, organise meeting ,choose date liao come KP about VENUE,CB. CHOOSE LA, no  preference ah. KNN.

I want to go over to Tracy's soon.

I need her and the pool and the icecream and everything.

actually I just need her and Tomyam.

yeah whatever, Im difficult to be with , talk with , live with and be friends with. Asking me to wait , I can but please ...

TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT.

suddenly I feel Im alone on the road,
when I have so many loves ones with me.
Have I shut the main gate too?

(: It was a rough night the day before.

I'm grateful for friends who understand and is there whenever I need them.

I thank my love <3 for making me SUPERUBER happy

feeling all so touched and loved.

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there."

Happy Mother's Day Mummy & JieJie(:

Thank you for the past 21 years of love you have been showering me with.

Thank you for all the hardships you went through esp the last 18 years.

Thank you for your endless naggings and scoldings that brought me up to who I am.

You sacrifice so  much and time to retire you still work , just for me & my studies.

Thank you for being so understanding towards my everything.

Perfect Mummy(: love you!

We had dinner over at Novotel's

(: with Auntie Better & her family +Shifu.

Baby didn't join us cos he is celebrating with his moma &family,

which I couldnt go either.

Yes Hammy I know! It's mother's day to me too  hahaha to two lovely hamsters!

Thisweekfinallypassed.

Though I did party, but this week overall was a BITCH.

what to do, got an ITCHY.B girlfriend like me.

tsktsk.

cooked wintermelonsoup + some food to eat for dinner 

waiting for B to be back from school(:

Got to catch IRONMAN2  for the second time

this time almost but didnt fall asleep.

(: thank you bf's mommy for the tickets.

it was a singtel event, there were poppies+drinks!

in which after that met the girlfriend (: to BUTTER.

music was damn goood, crowd was alright but fun enough.

Had these 2 japanese girls, doing pole dancing peformance

which arouse all the SMALL DIDI(s).

totally, a scene to watch and laugh.

LIFE WAS BITCHY as majority was due to the P.M.S

muchshortenedfuse,gettingpissedattheeverysinglebit

cried alot on Thursday,

waking up with swollen eyes + my "yi ma" came.

& due to school + morning grouchiness

stuff happens.

Thank you Laogong,for everything you d0 to 

make my upside down smiles

into upside down frowns.

and omg, you are getting better at this + marksman.

:D love every single toy/purse/hp pouch you got for me.
(:loveyourhugstosleep, awaketoyoursnores&kisses.

was telling B that hamtaro isnt happy

and was unable to smile like the usual her.

then even though he was super uber tired,

he brought me down to Plaza to play(:

then Joanne guessed that I am attached to B since I was 17 

which means 4 years, and KJ guessed 3 years.

Tsk,I am really happppppy over it.

anyway, Joanne was kinda amazed that we been together 

only for 4 months (: and asked us how we knew each other.

TRALALALA [=

somehow I was grinning from ear to ear and B said,

its because we are really very close for a couple and

(: I admit that even my previous 3.8 years r/s

(being truthful here as

most of us know, the previous was just an experience and

felt nothing more like a chore.)

 cannot be compared

AT ALL to the 4 months being with B(:

totally happiness & much true <3

with my AloysiusTeohChiaYong

(: Mother's day is tomorrrrow!

the night.
the music,the company. i love.
just the three of us, my bestfriend and my boyfriend.
Girlfriend's kisses, reminds me of old times.

the job.
two events job is coming up.
15th May & 28th May.
hopefully I get the 9am to 3pm job too.
then I can continue to do night events.

the left ankle.
the sinseh said it was the vein and when she pressed, ultimate pain.
when we danced, the pain just left.
when we stopped, its hurts a little

misses those swing rides; keppelbay times; random places to sit and talk about anything under the stars.
miss my mee tai mak laksa the most.

its different now.

It was a time without the bike,

as she was under repair & body changing procedure,lol.

Off we went to Marina Square,

and we have not slept for the past 24hrs.

Tried Mr. Curry (: and it has 50% returns in vouchers.

awesome, cos its goood and price is reasonable.

Scallop and mushroom Ramen

Beef stew with rice, super spicy

As usual, we caught a movie IRONMAN2, which I totally

erm spent the most impt parts and half my time,

SLEEPING.omg, only when the show ends I woke up.

Pardon me, love. Sorry.

He was very understanding that I was having a headache and

feeling fatigue , and cant sit still if I dont have a short nap.

so he gave me ELMO the soft toy & tadah! zZzZz.

(:

We went back to the workshop to find out sth else.

and was pretty much #%#&)@!! agitated.

which we stayed there for another eh say hours plus,

which me keep dozing off and nap a lil here and there.

After everything was settled, we were damn happy(:

cos finally a smooth ride, feeling all so safe.

Headed off to PlazaSing, and had over dinner waiting

for the Body shop Sale's queue to shorten & it did!

Thank you love for queuing for me 

while I patiently chose what I wanted to get.

What a sweet hubby , I have!

Love your hugs dearest!

So I collected my MEtoYOU bear, 

next target is the CAT, thewhiteone!

=) and I got enough of toys already.

Blissful liao, time to keep the JP(s) for something else.

Thanks Bff Michie Twinnie for the help last night.