I'm a person who hate changes, a tiny lil ones affects me as much.
There used to be much patience and tolerance.
Now its seems, every small action or thing I do is wrong.
Getting bombarded by the parents which I thought was enough, wasnt the end.
I didnt contact the girlfriends on purpose and I saw the result that I expected.
Well,I start writing a letter, hoping to write another soon but no I wont write another anymore.
I want to go for a drink, good music and space out on my own.
I need a pen & paper to scribble stuff.
I need to get drunk and sleep, AMEN.
For better or worst, its really up to one's views.
To me, sometimes I like it , most of the times I dont.
Its been 4 nights :( since the last time something happened.
Its been 2months since I got to Keppel Bay.
Its been a month since I ate Aloy'sfriedrice
Its like these small little things as well.
Its not about how long, its the absence of it.
Its about how much I treasure and misses them.
Brain cells drying up,
Rashes on arms appearing,
Headache flu & a fucking bad cough
Swelling and hurting ankle sucks
Other than that, BB has been so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! to get me all my winnie the poohs and other cute little toy available to be caught! He's so nice and sweet right. tsktsk, always making me happy at my down times! KEEP SNORING, <3
it doesnt matter much anyway,
cos even when things go back on track
when they return to what they used to me
I prolly already move on from the yearning to forget.
and also dont use an excuse of me not coming on msn that often to take it as a reason to say you never come online what,how to talk. FUCK no HP ah, no FB message or comment ah?! JUST DAMN LAZY, Im so sick and tired of organising and texting left and right to meet up, cant you ppl communicate too?
and fuckyou, if you used an excuse of you got ur bf now what, dont need us already.
IF I DONT NEED YOU, I WONT EVEN BOTHER TO CARE AND CONTACT YOU.
stop giving me all the lan jiao excuses.
Im grateful for my bestfriends, Michie and Stephie(: always being there for me no matter what, broke or not. I cant stand it when some friends goes out with you, eat good foood, expects me to pay the bill though they always say later I return you the half amount. It never comes, it NEVER, its been 2.5 yearssssss!!! btw I owe Demi a treat to bakerzin, coming soon babe, working for moolahs now!
PLEASE DONT EVER USE you seem very happy now in your fb now ma,
SO WHAT THE FUCK, IM HAPPY YES, BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN I FORGET YOU RIGHT? THAT DOESNT MEAN THAT YOU ARE NOT MY GF / BRO RIGHT? another shit excuse to say that I dont need them ma, please la. Cos Im of no use to you at the moment , or rather dont need me to do anything already then we stop talking okay. DONT BULLSHIT ME.
I celebrate birthdays yes, but only for people who deserves it.You dont pop out of nowhere asking eh where is my present ? cos can I ask u, what about my birthday did you give me anything? Can I ask you, just cos you WANT A PRESENT, YOU TALK TO ME FOR THE SAKE OF A PRESENT? WTF.
fucking worst, organise meeting ,choose date liao come KP about VENUE,CB. CHOOSE LA, no preference ah. KNN.
I want to go over to Tracy's soon.
I need her and the pool and the icecream and everything.
actually I just need her and Tomyam.
yeah whatever, Im difficult to be with , talk with , live with and be friends with. Asking me to wait , I can but please ...
TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT.
suddenly I feel Im alone on the road,
when I have so many loves ones with me.
Have I shut the main gate too?