I am unhappy. I am but I cant say why I am.
not that I cant, not that I wont, its just I dont know how to put them into words.
Many knows when I'm like this #*@^R$#! unhappy I will turn to sushi & sashimi.
Regardless of how poor and unhappy I am, I will feel alot alot better.

Been reading on stuff, and thinking abit.
and realise there are some things that I do not want
or to let it happen but when it does I just let it be.

At times I rmb that moment that touch landed on my cheek,
I felt so insecure, lost and unhappy. my heart felt very sourish( got such word not)
I admit after that happened, the homely feeling just changed.
Mind has thoughts of running away.


ilovemybfmuchmuch.