I see no point in blogging when the person I would like to read mine is... nvm.

and I got this feeling that he misses her somehow, even for that little bit.

I guess its not wrong to feel some sort jealous of what , cos I am someone closer to him.

I wont understand anyway, and all i know its no longer the same. It just affects me a little more.

Some thinks when I talk , they thought I was pessimistic, but I wasnt.

I was telling the truth that I can see through the future and say what is predicted.

Most of the times, after I said, it would be alright because things change once revealed but they dont believe me. I lost that feeling, and kinda miss it. haha.

the feeling of being love and sweet all day long. 

my dear, do you remember when you ask me to watch this show?

do you remember how much more in love we are ?

do you remember the times when everything was pure and simple?

do you remember the times when I don have any bad memories with you?

do you remember how you always to read my blog daily?

do you remember how you like to decipher my fb status and question me?

just because we are together 24/7 doesnt mean its all the same you know.

Noah: Would you just stay with me?

Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we’re already fightin’

Noah: Well that’s what we do, we fight… You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I’m not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you’re back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.

Allie: So what?

Noah: So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What’s it look like? If it’s with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that’s what you really wanted. But don’t you take the easy way out.

Allie: What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.

Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT?

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She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there. Before the day that comes, when she longer can be in your arms, holding you,loving you but only lingers in your memories once in awhile.


her head hurts a million.