R/S can be so volatile at times

One moment you will feel like you cant wait to marry this man who is the one

next you also wished you hadn't met him.

Ever heard of this before?Put a black dot on a piece of paper and ask others what they see,

everyone would surely say a black dot,
not that other parts of paper which is still clean.

it is just like how a flaw would always
 find a way to amplify itself,
and make us forget about all the other reasons
to pardon that small mistake.

Ask this question to yourself when you are in doubt.

Who is the first person you want to call/text when you wake up?

Who is the first person you want to contact / inform when sth big happens?
 ( even thought mine will sleep through cos he is sleeping god...)

it is easy to give up.
But why give up when there is sth much simpler
such as giving in and compromising?

At the above, I may have seem experienced regarding in a r/s , however no.
Both bf and me go through stupid quarrels and arguments day in day out.
ALL BECAUSE OF MY stupid pettiness and also HIS grouchiness & high level of irritation.

somehow its funny both of us always end up laughing at each other
cos we say stupid things when we get angry and do stupid stuff.
And all we need, we know is just ONE HUG, ONE KISS
and we lay back on the bed and sleep.

He always call me a bitch, I am his ITCHY-B, backwards for Bitchy.
Cos I will use my guailan-ess against him, but he dont bother to argue back la.
cos he will win, but he wants to irritate me abit before he actually give in to my nonsense.

So I guess, its all about give and take.
Recently, I been such an ass, I been ridiculous, I made stupid requests and do stupid stuff.
But though somehow it made him angry or whats' not, he gives in because he knows Im stressed over various stuff and trying to get things back on track, he understands he compromises.

He has been giving up alot of sleep for me, and I know I have to get well and do everything right ASAP.
Thank you <3 for being so sweet and all.

All the things you do, whether small or big,
make a very big difference in my life.
You make me feel like the most beautiful woman
in this world even when I’m not.
You are like my pillar of support;
I can fall back on you at any time.
You are always there with the warm hug when I need it the most.
You know how to bring a smile on my face. I love it when you sing for me.
You are more thoughtful about my comfort before yours.
You do not complain even when
I fall short of your expectations.
You have seen me at my worst
and you still love me.
You are that someone who makes happiness happen.

hamtarolove.