Saturday, November 6, 2010

friendly & generous to some.
bitchy lazy annoying irritating talkative fierce unfriendly to some.

seriously, I dislike talks that will brings me hurt and tears.
yes, it is something I need and all of us have to face, somehow someday.
I can accept others' opinion to only a certain extent.
I never will say Im always right, because I am looking things at my point my views.
But also to suffer, through the years especially in secondary school days.
I never told much, probably just two in my life.

Whenever someone wants to comment about me especially girls who always gossips or use their damn fuck right first impression , let me ask :" WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME ? WHAT RIGHTS DO YOU HAVE TO INTERFERE MY LIFE?"

I been downright independent, fighting for myself almost every single day since I was pretty young, well 3.
I am lucky, I have Jiejie to guide me the right ways and know what to do.
at the age of 13 to I was 16, it was torture, mentally I have to maintain my ability to be in the best class ( I am not smart at all okie, so getting in to triple sciences and double maths was like a bonus) I go to tuition like 5 times a week, 3-5 hours each time. Damn right, after school hours, not to say how I was being bullied in school was another thing. I fight for myself, I win everything for myself , no not for you or the school but me cos I know if I have the will, I can do it.

from 16 to 20. was pretty much better but ... xxx cant say.

Just 2 weeks after I turn 20, I reach bottom pit. It was a time when I expected nothing and kinda enjoying nightlife and whatever like shopping and facial and massage and travelling. Then the best happened to me :D

Now is the most blissful time of life, I got my best soulmate, business partner and loving gfs & family.

Dont judge me, dont comment on things you never experienced, cause they are just bullshit.