Days have been challenging.
My physiological equilibrium  is challenged almost everyday.
The physical, mental, and emotional strain gave me pounding headache.
Exhausting it is.

Jitterbugger, thats what Baby called me.
The older I got, the more worrying I get.
About this this this and that that that
Dearest has to always remind me to calm down
and I will be okay!

I'm in this sticky predicament, like being trapped in a quicksand,
such that the more u struggle, the faster u die.
I know that i have been getting increasingly depressed

I want to get my mind off bad thoughts, think happy.