I am exhausted, I hadn't had any decent sleep these days.
Just the other day, I had deliberately went to bed early
hoping to heal the hostile relationship with Z monster,
much to my dismay, I spent the entire night dozing
and then snapping into wakefulness which,
was more tiring.
I'm cognizant of the difficulty.
and my ability to be in that position.
I admit it would be exceedingly awesome to be awfully rich,
but I didn't care about the money,
not in the same way as the suits did.
I wanted enough to live on, and to support occassional lavishing.
Sadly, life isn't that understandable and easy.
income taxes
phone bills - 3 lines.
credit card bills.
steady mixue steady.
used to this kinda feeling cos been paying my own bill since I got my first phone.
Taking a breather from work and life is essential.
I took 2 years of it, like wtf but yes I did.
It makes you think and reflect.
I did that, and like in the past,
I'm still working towards ''Happiness''.
Happy people thrive, they're more creative, productive.
earn more money, attract more friends, stay healthier and
even outlive their grumpier peers.
Of love and me, keeps me happy and get me going.
