♥mixue

The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams

I can be whoever I want to be,

but I hated because people made used of me,

my parents split up, my best friend betrayed me,

the kids in class called me fat ugly stupid and worthless.

I'm concerned about things I cant control.

I once hang onto painful memories because I'm afraid to forget.

I should stop taking things for granted, stop taking life for granted.

I believed what comes around goes around , hoping for a better day, for someone who does not give up on me. I'm unlike the rest of the girls, I spent my days smiling and nights crying at times, I m the kinda girl would love to be loved and looks so damn strong but feels so fucking weak. But I am also the girl who picks myself up every time I fall.

I am sorry for constantly wanting to talk to you.

Im sorry when you took so damn long to reply, that I get sad.

Im sorry if I say things that might piss you off.

Im sorry if I always spoil your climaxes of joy.

Im sorry if I am annoying.

I am sorry if you dont wanna talk to me as much as I want to.

I am sorry I think about you too much and too often.

I am sorry that I tell you about my pointless drama when you dont care at all.

Im sorry if I come off as clingy.
Im gonna stop it.

Im gonna end all this stupidity of mine.