I guess I have reached the stage of life which I  get envious and also feel sad for alot and myself especially.  
Those in relationships, we all have alot of faith to begin with or too lil faith to start with, esp when you just ended one before the begin of another. 


Maybe its the same for most relationship, esp when suspicions and accusations start to fall into the equation. But really, is there such thing as true loyalty and faithfulness without a lie or doubt?
At least to me, I know I am loyal and faithful and yes there is no way to sway my feelings and my actions, why? Because that is who I am. Of all the past r/s I ever had, longest being with the worst man of earth as well, nope never once cheated never once unfaithful, but yes lies are inevitable.