It was the happiest time of life for a moment of a month. It seem so different and things change just like that.

Im a person who was never bothered over such trivial stuff, okay maybe it wasnt that trivial, it was tough when it happened

and I felt that I cant decide what am I thinking at all.

Girlfriends say this time was the time they knew it will happen lor and i kept saying a million times that I wont and I wont and end up I did.

All along I knew it was just nothing but words,
however most were convincing enough that I trusted.

I quote the words:"I wouldnt want to betray the trust you have for me, cus i have learnt that once its lost it can never be the same again"
which led me to .. a really big merry go round.

I do miss that person, even when its only for that trip
cos I really appreciated and treasure that sweet friendship we had.


ask me emotionally anot, MICHELLE admits.
finally no longer a denial cos I really miss the virtual you.